Douglas Henney (20 Oct 2024)
"Continuing thoughts re our Union in Christ, Methuselah's death at the end of Tabernacles?, and one correction on last week's post."


On my post from last week found here: https://www.fivedoves.com/letters/oct2024/douglash1013.htm  I left out a very important word in the following:

"In the story line of Jacob, we are seen in Genesis 28:10ff, but not in the companions of Leah nor Rachel.  We are not the bride of Christ, but we are the embodiment of Jesus Himself because of our being brought into the intimate union of the Godhead by the indwelling Holy Spirit.  This is a more profound and deeper level of intimacy with Jesus than that of a bride.  We get to embody Jesus yet also knowing we are Him."
 
The last sentence should have said, "We get to embody Jesus yet also while knowing that we are not Him."

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With us currently being in the middle of Tabernacles, a number of folks in the watching community are zero-ing in on Shemini Azeret.  There may be a dovetail here with respect to the start of Noah's flood timing.  

Some have presented over time that there is a possibility that the timing of Halloween ties to the original timing of the flood.  If so, then the timing of Methuselah's removal would also be at the end of this year's Feast of Tabernacles.

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As I have tried to write about our union with God prior, and I want to continue to do so here.  It is a reality for all of us in Christ Jesus yet not a simple subject to put into words.  It is easy to be misinterpreted.  I ask that you take what I am presenting to the Holy Spirit.  Again, it is a reality for us in Christ Jesus, even if one is not aware of it, never heard of it nor thought about it.  What matters is what our Abba, our Saviour and the Holy Spirit have pulled off for us and what God knows to be true about you.  God is also not stressed by anything you do or think that might be contrary to the Reality on the short term down here.  God reveals to us over time, in a flow of time.  And He will accomplish all His good pleasure concerning you.  Being the Great I AM means that God never breaks a sweat.

Now, about our Union with God.

"He that is joined to the Lord is one spirit."  I Corinthians 6:17 KJV

"1For I want  you to know  how  great  a struggle  I have  in  your behalf  and for those  who  are at Laodicea , and for all  those who  have not [a]personally  seen  my face , 2that their hearts  may be encouraged , having been knit  together  in love , and that they would attain to all  the wealth  [b]that comes from the full  assurance  of understanding , resulting in a true  knowledge  of God’s  mystery , that is, Christ  Himself, 3in whom  are hidden  all  the treasures  of wisdom  and knowledge . 4I say  this  so  that  no  one  will deceive  you with persuasive  arguments . 5For even  though  I am  absent  in body , I am  nevertheless  with you in spirit , rejoicing  [c]to see  [d]your orderly  manner  and the stability  of your faith  in Christ .

6Therefore , as you have received  Christ  Jesus  the Lord , so [e]walk  in Him, 7having been firmly  rooted  and now being built  up  in Him and established  [f]in [g]your faith , just  as  you were instructed , and overflowing  [h]with gratitude .

8See  to it that there is no  one  who takes  you captive  through  philosophy  and empty  deception  in  accordance  with  human  tradition , in  accordance  with  the elementary  principles  of the world , [i]rather  than  in  accordance  with  Christ . 9For in Him all  the fullness  of Deity  dwells  in bodily  form , 10and in Him you have been  made  [j]complete , and He is the head  [k]over every  ruler  and authority ; 11and in Him you were also  circumcised  with a circumcision  performed  without  hands , in the removal  of the body  of the flesh  by the circumcision  of Christ , 12having been buried  with Him in baptism , in which  you were also  raised  with Him through  faith  in the working  of God , who raised  Him from the dead . 13And [l]when you were dead  [m]in your wrongdoings  and the uncircumcision  of your flesh , He made  you alive  together  with Him, having forgiven  us all  our wrongdoings , 14having canceled  the certificate  of  debt  consisting of decrees  against  us, which  was hostile  to us; and He has taken  it out of the way , having nailed  it to the cross . 15When He had [n]disarmed  the rulers  and authorities , He made  a public  display  of them, having triumphed  over  them through  [o]Him.

16Therefore , no  one  is to [p]act  as  your judge  in regard to food  and drink , or  in respect  to a festival  or  a new  moon , or  a Sabbath  [q]day— 17things which  are only a shadow  of what is to come ; but the [r]substance  [s]belongs to Christ . 18Take care that no  one  keeps [t]defrauding  you of  your prize  by delighting  in humility  and the worship  of the angels , [u]taking  his stand  on visions he has seen , [v]inflated  without  cause  by his fleshly  mind , 19and not holding  firmly  to the head , from whom  the entire  body , being supplied  and held  together  by the joints  and [w]ligaments , grows  with a growth  [x]which is from God ."  Colossians 2:1-19  NAS

God's mystery?  Jesus Himself.  Easy to say.

Over the years of trying to rest in this truth, there was a foundation-level lie in my thinking that kept undermining this in my day to day life.

I can best express the lie like this:  "Jesus is inside me, looking out through my eyes.  He knows my thoughts.  He knows my heart motives.  He knows my every action.  Jesus sees when I am manipulative.  He sees my additive behaviors.  He knows when I do not express love.  Jesus also sees when I am giving.  He sees when I walk by faith.  He knows when I express love."

The lie is found in the 11 times I use "I" and "my".  This is not simply a limitation of language.  Count how many times Paul uses personal pronouns in Romans 7:14-25?  Over 30.

When you see the singular word "Sin", think of it as all of the complete programming in my brain and body that is premised with, and has fully embraced as "normal", the Lie of the Evil One that we can be a god, that we are indeed a "stand apart from the Great I AM" entity.  Part of embodying the lie is that I am committed to it.  I want to be a real, stand alone person on my own.

Another way to try to express the lie is: "Jesus is inside of me, looking out though my eyes."  No, there is just Jesus looking.  The awareness that you and I claim as our own is actually the awareness out God Himself.  We just pretend it is our own conscious awareness.  The Father is the Father of spirits.  From Job 34 it says:

14“If He were to [d]determine to do so,

If He were to gather His [e]spirit and His breath to Himself,

15[f]Humanity would perish together,

And mankind would return to dust.

The above verses are with respect to all human beings.  This is different from those as New Creations in the Body of Christ who also have the Holy Spirit within them.

Now, at this point, I am not saying that I am not a human being, a created being, a New Creation.  I exist.  Yet like Paul, as New Creations, we each can say, "I no longer live, but Christ . . .".

It is not "Jesus plus the well-intentioned ME plus a sin-programmed mortal body.  It is just Jesus, within a sin-programmed mortal body.  The individual "self" that I have become so accustomed to over all the years of this life is simply a figment of my imagination.  It is an image I set up beside God in my mind.  I am a created being that has awareness both from the Father and from the Holy Spirit.

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Try this mental exercise:   Picture a bronze statue of yourself, life size, very detailed.  Go ahead and reduce the mid-section a bit.  Add a little more hair than normal.  In front of the statue you are going to have multiple placards, each on their own pedestal, prominently displayed with good size font to be easily read by anyone passing by.  List all of the things that you are pleased with about yourself.  Do you know Jesus as Salvation?  as Lord?  as Life?  Do you have a better grasp on Grace than many you come across in the Body of Christ?  Are you watching for Jesus' soon return?  How long have you been watching?  Do you intercede for others?  Do you find that your heart is not caught up in this world system?  Because of your love for Jesus, have you lost friendships?  Have you been slandered for His sake?

Now, bow done to it.  

Or, you can do what Paul did when he laid out a similar list in Philippians 3:4-6.  He counted all to be as a dung heap (Aramaic in Plain English).  He wanted to live only in the Reality of Jesus.

In other words, Paul turned his back on his statue.

In Christ, we died.  There is only Christ.

Jesus perfectly Loves His Father.

Jesus perfectly pleases and satisfies the Father.

Jesus perfectly trusts the Plan.

Jesus will always do the will of His Father.

Jesus loves everyone because He is Love.

Jesus is the Fruit of the Spirit.

Jesus does not place weight on how people may interpret Him in a given moment or situation.

All the above is our essence.

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Here is another mental exercise to help express what I am trying to get at:

See yourself in the boat with the disciples during the massive storm.  Jesus is standing on the water in front of you.  You ask to come to Him and He says "Come".  You get out of the boat and walk to Jesus.  You are standing in front of Him.  

Like Peter, you start to see the storm around you.  You take your eyes off of Jesus and begin to sink.  You call out to Jesus just before you go under.  He has grabbed your wrist with a firm grip.  He has you.  You are still under water at this moment.  

Now, I want to change the familiar account.

Jesus is not lifting you out of the water.  You know He has you.  You know He is not going to let go.  And He is not pulling you up.

You look up towards Him wondering why.

Jesus speaks into your thoughts.  "You don't understand right now.  I want you to trust Me."

Instantly, you are flooded with both a profound sense of peace and also a knowing that Jesus is not going to pull you up.

You still do not understand.

You know He is going to let you drown.

You ask Him, "Will it hurt?"  

"Yes, but only for a short time."

"Will I panic and fight it as it is happening?"

"I made your body so that it will fight against it.  It is OK.  I have you."

You cannot hold your breath any longer.  You inhale cold water.  The pain shocks your body.  Your muscles contract, spasm.  You fight to no avail.

Your vision begins to darken yet you still feel Jesus' unrelenting grip.

Your body is now dead . . .

Instantly you are no longer in your body.  Instead, it is as if you are inside the body of Jesus Himself, while He is still standing on the water, looking out at everything through His eyes.

Your feet feel as it they are planted on a granite mountain.  The storm is nothing to you.  Peace is filling your whole being.  Your love for the other disciples over in the boat is almost too much to bear.  You are experiencing true Joy.  Everything is going according to an amazing plan.

Jesus is still holding the wrist of your now dead body.  It is floating beneath the water like a rag doll.

The knowing within Jesus is also your knowing.

It is time to let that go.  It served its purpose.  Even the lie-based self orientation programmed into it served a purpose for a time.

As you see that temporary, tent-like shell sink out of view, you realize that the awareness you have being in Christ is your only reality.

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Jesus shares all that He is with us, so much so that we can enjoy all of Him, even as if we are Jesus Himself, yet knowing that we are simply a created being blessed beyond comprehension because of how mind-blowingly loving our generous God is.

God bless you.