After almost 12 years of waiting and watching, the Lord has finally given me the final revelation of what He spoke to me in December 2000 and January 2001. During those 2 months, I had some very powerful encounters with the Lord. On December 20, 2000, the Lord said He was coming to me as He came to Solomon and would grant ONE thing. He told me to think carefully before I asked because He would give me what I asked for. I considered asking for wisdom as Solomon had done, but realized that Solomon had turned away from the Lord in the end. I certainly didn't want that to happen in my life. There were 2 things my heart desperately wanted:
1. To stand before the Lord with a pure heart and to have Him tell me that He was pleased with the way I had lived my life.
2. For the Lord to use my life to reach millions of souls for His Kingdom.
After thinking about it for some time, I realized that it would do no good for me to win millions of people and then stand before Him and have Him cast me away and say He never knew me because of some deep sin in my life. So, what mattered most to me was that the Lord would purify my heart and be pleased with me, even if it meant my life was not to be used to reach millions for Christ. So I asked the Lord for a pure heart. He told me that my request would be granted. Little did I realize at the time, what it would take to make my heart pure - the only way to be purified is to go through the FIRE. That thought had never occurred to me when I asked the Lord for a pure heart.
A short time later, the Lord told me that January 1, 2001, represented the "Gentile Feast of Trumpets". I knew very little about the Jewish Feasts, but did know that the Jewish Feast of Trumpets was the beginning of their New Year and of course January 1, 2001, was the first day on our Gentile calendar of the "New Millennium". On January 4, 2001, shortly after midnight, the Lord woke me up and said as clearly as I've ever heard Him speak to me, "You will be as John the Baptist and will write something that will save millions of people from the deception that is about to take place." He also said, "The Gentile Feast of Trumpets represents a 7-day Feast. As I created the world in 7 days and as my voice is as a Trumpet and the last day of Creation that I spoke was the 6th day, so at the end of the 6th day and beginning of the 7th, the last trumpet shall sound. Wait up for Me to come on January 6th." I woke my husband up and told him what the Lord had told me. Then I ran downstairs weeping and called both of my sisters, even though it was the middle of the night. I was crying and told them that I felt like Mary when the angel appeared to her and told her she was highly favored by the Lord. I kept thinking, "Who am I? Why me?" Not only was the Lord going to give me my first and greatest desire, a pure heart, but He was also now telling me that He would use me to reach millions of lives for Him. I was so overwhelmed.
On January 6, 2001, I waited for the Lord to come. I was expecting the Rapture. Right around midnight, I looked at the clock and told the Lord I was getting tired and asked how much longer I would have to wait. He told me to wait just a little longer. About ten minutes after midnight, on January 7, 2001, my entire body began to shake very violently for about a minute. It stopped as suddenly as it started. The first thought I had was that maybe the dead had just resurrected. I asked the Lord what had just happened. He said, "Just wait." About a minute later, my body shook violently again for about a minute. This shaking, however, my entire mouth started to tingle (like when your foot falls asleep) and while it was happening I asked the Lord why my mouth was tingling and He said, "This represents when Isaiah SAW ME and the coal touched his lips and his sins were atoned for." After about a minute, the shaking again stopped as suddenly as it had started. I asked the Lord what it was all about and He told me to go study the Jewish Feasts. I asked Him why the shakings happened and He said this: "SO YOU WOULD KNOW IT WAS ME THAT WAS SPEAKING TO YOU AND NOT YOUR IMAGINATION." I laughed OUT LOUD when He said that to me, and said, "Oh Jesus, I know your voice and I know it was You speaking. I didn't need any supernatural manifestation to prove anything to me!" Little did I know that those 2 shakings have been the ONLY reason I have held on to the revelation for almost 12 years and have sought with everything in me for the answers to what the Lord was trying to tell me and show me at that time.
What happened over the next several years was almost unbearable. As I tried to figure out this mystery of what the Lord had spoken to me, I kept GUESSING at Rapture dates, as many on Fivedoves do. I kept trying to put all the pieces of the puzzle together and over and over and over again I was always WRONG. Of course that was frustrating. But what was so difficult for me was that I am a missionary. Many of our supporters, our leaders within our organization, and many of my close friends found out that I was "setting dates" for the Rapture and well, let's just say, I've lost 2 of my closest 5 friends in the world, lost several supporters of our ministry, almost got kicked out of our mission organization, and have had to deal with numerous verbal assaults from my husband, who is still very angry with me for revealing who I was to people, and rightly so, because it affected him too and it was unfair for me to ever put him in such a difficult position. But, far worse than all of that, was I lost my faith in my ability to hear from the Lord. Every time I prayed, I would only speak to God and refused to listen to Him because I was so afraid of what He might say and how it would hurt me. Nothing meant as much to me in the world as my relationship with the Lord and I just felt as if He had deceived me and that I could no longer trust the voice I had followed for so long. It was like being in prison inside my heart. I felt like Joseph, who after receiving dreams of great revelation from the Lord, was then sold as a slave, then put into prison for something he didn't even do.
I never turned away from the Lord. I still read my Bible regularly and tried to serve Him in the best way that my very wounded heart could. I couldn't even talk about it with people, because when I did, they would just tell me that obviously the whole experience was demonic and the Lord would never try to deceive us or walk us in such a way that would bring us hurt. But I knew it was the Lord. I just didn't understand it. But I never stopped searching for the answers.
The only real “bright spot”, or “ray of hope” during the last 12 years was in November 2005. Through my research, I had found out that Venus, which some people call the “Morning Star”, was shining most brightly on my birthday that year. I was with a group of my missionary friends in a time of worship in early November 2005, and was really just at the end of my rope. I wanted to stop searching for the answers and just let go of the revelation God had given to me and walk away from it. I told the Lord I needed to have a sign from Him if He really wanted me to continue. We were all just leading out in songs as the Lord led us and I asked the Lord that if He still wanted me to continue to search for the answers, to have someone sing a song with the words, “Bright Morning Star”. He told me that He would do that and then I would know for sure that He had spoken to me and wanted me to continue to seek out the answers to the revelation He had begun to give me almost 5 years earlier. The very last song that was sung that evening was, “Jesus, what a wonder You are. You are so gentle, so good and so kind. You shine like the Bright Morning Star. Oh, Jesus, what a wonder You are!” I could not believe it. I couldn’t even think of a song that had the words, BRIGHT MORNING STAR in them, and the Lord just put that song in one of my friend’s heart, at the very end of the worship to confirm once again that He was the One leading me. I cried and cried as the song was being sung.
Four years later, I heard about the solar and lunar eclipses during the Fall Feasts of 2015. I knew from my study, that the sun and moon being darkened on the Fall Feast days was one of the KEY signs to watch for for the Second Coming of Christ, as Jesus said that the sun and moon would be darkened at the time of His return to earth.
Then about 6 months after that, in January 2010, I was telling my husband that I had heard something about the Year of Jubilee ending in the fall of 2015, counting from June 7, 1967, when Israel recaptured Jerusalem. I told my husband that I didn't know much about this "Year of Jubilee", but that I would like to find out more. Our internet was not working at the time, so I told him I would have to just find it in the Bible. I knew it was somewhere in the Old Testament, but that's about all I knew. I opened my Bible and my eyes just fell on a certain place where my Bible opened to and I started to read the first 2 paragraphs out loud to my husband. I stopped reading and said something like, "You know, this sounds just like what I was just telling you about, that Year of Jubilee. I then looked at the heading above the chapter and saw that it said, "Year of Jubilee". I hadn't even seen that until after I read 2 paragraphs. It was so shocking. My Bible just opened to the right page and my eyes just fell on the right place and I just started reading it out loud for no reason. I said to my husband, "I think God is trying to show me something here!" After reading it, I saw that the Year of Jubilee is to start on the Day of Atonement. I knew all about "prophetic years" of 360 days each after having studied Bible prophecy for 9 years at that point. So I got out a calculator and did the math and was stunned to realize that 49 prophetic years from June 7, 1967, ended right on September 23, 2015, the Day of Atonement. It was at that moment, that I knew we had already entered the final 7 years, starting in 2008.
Now, going forward about 2 years, it was the Springtime 2012. Many people who believe 2008-2015 are the final 7 years were intently watching and expecting the Rapture to take place in April or May, during the Spring Feasts. I was trying to calculate what dates would work with the start of the Great Tribulation. Sometime in late March 2012, the Lord told me: "You are not giving account for the shortening of the days." Over the next 6 weeks, He said that to me NUMEROUS times, until I finally just stopped trying to calculate dates and wait for Him if He had anything to show me. Sometime in May 2012, the Lord revealed to me that the days would be shortened by 1/3, or down to 16 hours, in fulfillment of the 4th Trumpet judgment in Revelation 8:12.
Then, starting in early July 2012, I began to have this very unsettling feeling inside that something very bad was about to happen very soon. The Lord began to point me to the Tu B'Av festival on August 2/3, 2012. I researched and researched and felt certain that this must be the time for the Rapture. It was the end of the 1290 days. The Lord even asked me on July 24, 2012, if I was ready to dance for Him. I wrote to John Tng and said, "What could the Lord have meant if He wasn't talking about Tu B'Av where the virgins go out and dance in the vineyards?" The Lord was pointing me to this date, and many others watching, because this was the day that the Abomination that causes Desolation was SET UP. It was the end of 1290 days and was a HUGE fulfillment of prophecy. But there was still more revelation.
Over the last few weeks, the Lord has been showing me this "mirror image", using Tu B'Av and Pentecost. If you put a mirror on Pentecost and point it backwards, and put a mirror on Tu B'Av and point it forward, it lines up perfectly. September 23, 2012 (7 days after the Feast of Trumpets) is a perfect match to Passover (51 days forward and 51 days backward). Then, the Day of Atonement, lines up with the 10th of Nissan, when the Israelites crossed the Jordan River and entered the Promised Land. It all made sense to me, the first shaking on January 7, 2001, lines up with the 7th day after the Feast of Trumpets and the second shaking lines up with the Day of Atonement because Isaiah's sin was ATONED for. But the Lord kept telling me to keep counting. The mirror image ended on the 7th day of Tabernacles, which lined up with the last day of the Biblical Year, before the first of Nissan, the start of the Biblical Year. I kept dismissing this, because I didn't think it fit with what the Lord had shown me.
But on August 31, 2012, everything began to change and the Lord began to speak and reveal things to me, showing me that the last day of the Feast of Tabernacles, October 7, 2012, will be the first Rapture of the Bride of Christ. On Friday, August 31, 2012, I finally was given the answers I had been seeking for SO LONG. These last 2 weeks have been the most unbelievably wonderful weeks of my life. I feel as though I have been let out of prison.
The Lord brought SO MUCH revelation over the next 6 days (from August 31 to September 5) that I could literally write a book, and this is already turning into one. So, I will only point you to the videos I have made and my website to read the information that the Lord has given to me. Over the next 3 weeks, I will try to share everyday on Fivedoves ONE or TWO things the Lord showed me just in case you do not have time to read everything now or watch all of the videos at once. On September 6, 2012, at around 4:30 am the Lord told me that the revelation was complete and that I needed to begin to write what He had shown me.
This is not just another "guess" at a Rapture date, although you are welcome to think so if you want. You don't know me, so unless the Lord reveals something to you, or you are somehow convinced by what I write, then there is no reason for you to think that this is anything more than another "guess" at a Rapture date. But I know that I know that this was a revelation from the Lord and He has confirmed it to me over and over again over the last 2 weeks. This is not a roll of the dice or flip of the coin. This was the Holy Spirit who leads us into ALL truth.
Just to share a few confirmations with you in case you are still reading and interested to hear more:
On August 31, 2012, right after the Lord revealed that October 7, 2012, would be the first Rapture, I went upstairs and was brushing my teeth to go to bed. The Lord asked me to count the days til October 7, 2012. I counted 38. He asked me how old I was. I couldn't remember, but after calculating from my birth to 2012, I answered that I was 38. He asked me how long the lame man waited to be healed at the Pool of Bethesda. I told Him that I thought he had waited 38 years. He then showed me a lame man leaping and dancing for joy and then He showed me dancing around like a calf that has been released from the stall, and I knew that I will dance for Him on this day. The last day of the Feast of Tabernacles is the most joyous day of all of the Feasts and there is ALOT of dancing that happens on that day. I then sat down and opened my Bible and it opened right to John 5 and my eyes fell right on the story of the man who was healed after 38 years. I could already feel a deep healing taking place in my heart and a new trust and faith in the voice of the Lord that I hadn't felt for almost 12 years.
On September 8, 2012, as soon as I woke up, the Lord told me that He wanted me to read the story of Joseph and that He wanted to show me something about the AGE that Joseph was put into prison and when he was SET FREE. Since I understand the way the Jewish people count years (starting from the age of 1 at birth instead of 0), I knew to subtract a year from Joseph's age mentioned in Scripture to compare it with my own. The Lord showed me that Joseph was 16 when the Lord gave him the dreams. I was 16 when the Lord called me to be a missionary. Joseph was put into prison when he was 27. The Lord spoke to me when I was 27 about being John the Baptist, etc. and from that time on, I have felt like my heart has been in a prison. Joseph was 29 when he was let out of prison and had access to wealth and incredible blessing. When I was 29, we moved from living in a tiny room with our 2 daughters to a very large house and from that time on, the Lord has blessed our ministry beyond my wildest imagination. When Joseph was 38, he revealed himself to his brothers and his heart was healed from the deep hurt that he had felt for so many years of being rejected by his brothers and feeling that the Lord had deceived him by giving him those dreams that had led his brothers to jealousy and him into slavery. And the Lord told me that when I am 38, my heart will be healed as Joseph's was and I will no longer feel shame, hurt, confusion, or rejection, but all of my questions will be answered and my heart will be healed.
Then 2 nights ago, I was praying and the Lord reminded me of all the ways He had shown me the number 38 and how significant that number is for me. He went through each incident, how it was 38 days before Oct 7, 2012, that He had brought the final revelation, how I am 38 years old, how the lame man was healed after 38 years, how I have felt many times over the last 12 years like Joseph and that Joseph was 38 when his heart was healed. Right after He reminded me of all of that, I was reading in the Old Testament in my normal Bible reading and the chapter I was reading that night just happened to have the number THIRTY-EIGHT in it. I could not believe it! How many chapters in the Bible mention the number 38? It can't be more than a few! It was when Moses stood up and was telling the Israelites they had wandered for 38 years and it was now time for Joshua to become their leader and for them to cross over to the Promised Land.
To end this very long letter, I just want to share that at the time the Lord started the revelation back in December 2000, I knew VERY LITTLE about Jewish Feasts or Bible prophecy. I highly doubt that I had even heard of the Feast of Tabernacles, so the Lord was using the very limited knowledge that I had to reveal to me about the Feast of Tabernacles. The Feast of Tabernacles is a 7-day Feast and they blow trumpets on everyday of the Feast. The 7th day is by far the most important day of the Feast. It's when the LAST TRUMPET is blown. They reenact the Battle of Jericho, when they truly began to enter the Promised Land and possess it. It's the day they take down their "tents" or "booths" and go back to living in a permanent structure (the day we will leave our "tent" and go to our permanent bodies). Genesis 1 is read out loud on the 7th day of Tabernacles. This is why the Lord mentioned to me about the Days of Creation (Genesis 1) and how His voice was as a Trumpet and the end of the 6th day and beginning of the 7th day would be the sound of the LAST TRUMPET. He was pointing to the Feast of Tabernacles. That's why He said it REPRESENTED a 7-day Feast and called it the Feast of Trumpets because trumpets are blown for 7 days and because I did not know about the Feast of Tabernacles. He knew that I would eventually find out that Genesis 1 is read on the 7th day of Tabernacles and be able to understand what He was showing me.
I still do not know exactly what the 2 shakings represent. It could be that the first shaking is the resurrection of the dead and/or an earthquake. I am certain that the second shaking I had represents when we SEE the Lord, which would be when the Rapture takes place. I am expecting something MAJOR to happen on October 7, 2012, such as a huge earthquake or the dead being resurrected, and then within a very short time period, we will be raptured and see the Lord. I also think there COULD be something very big take place on September 16-18, during the Feast of Trumpets, September 26, on the Day of Atonement, or October 1, on the first day of the Feast of Tabernacles, as a final warning sign to us of the first Rapture taking place on October 7, 2012.
There really are just way too many things for me to mention in this letter to explain the full revelation, but please take the time to watch my videos and read my website so that you can understand just how powerful this revelation is. I really am not that smart. I did not just think up all of this on my own. I am telling you the truth, my heart was burning up when I was writing all of this. The fire of God was overwhelming at times. The Lord just showed me what to write and how to put it together. I've never felt so alive or free in my life. I've never made a video before, so I apologize if the quality is not that great, but I know that putting the information on videos on Youtube will reach more people than just a website. I spent alot of time working on it, and I hope it will bless you as you read through it all and watch the videos. And as you are doing so, I hope and pray that the Lord will touch you and bring the same revelation to you as He has brought to me.
In my next post, I will give you several reasons why we should be expecting the Rapture to take place on the 7th Day of Tabernacles, October 7, 2012.
Grace to all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with an undying love,
My videos on YouTube:
The 7000 year plan of God:
Can we know the time of the Rapture and Second Coming of Christ?
The final 7 years before the Second Coming of Christ and start of the New Millennium (2008-2015):
The Days are Shortened:
Abomination that causes Desolation - SET UP on August 2, 2012:
Who are the 2 witnesses of Revelation 11?
Rapture of the Church - October 7, 2012, last day of the Feast of Tabernacles