Well I had one of the weirdest dreams ever! I was going to ignore it to stress and fatigue but I woke up to its explaination in my head which made me feel worse and then heard my son say he had a dream which yes made me feel even more despaired! You see I have always had the feeling that there was something wrong not quite right about the world! Like if what adults said was true how come their actions and the results of their wisdom seemed opposite! At nine in the school I was at in front of a Mary statue I prayed of this was a place of god why was everyone so mean? I was in an innubator when born as welll. Simply people crushed by the chaos an deception of the world seek comfort in religious tradition, activities, entertainment acohol anything except Jesus!

Back to my dream I was hugging a blind girl for comfort! I was telling her my wife had just passed away and asking her friends for help to sell some stuff so I could buy a hot tub! The girl was the world! I was dead to my wife because I truly am the only man in my family, my friends, my workers, around me that sees this world is a matrix and you need the red pill Jesus blood washing you every second through repentance to see what's true! Noah had his family to comfort Him and an ark to build! I truly feel for Lots plight I identify with Him! Sitting at the gate watchimg the horror shut in my house trying to protect my children sorely vexed and my wife and I cannot talk about what's swirling around us! The answer is not new curtains at the bazaar!

The hot tub was the pit everyone in this world sits in looking for comfort in the hot tub but it's slowly boiling us l to death as we go aaah! My son wakes up and says he had a dream that he was walking down a path and there was a wide cliff he fell over there was a slide he fell down and he was crying out trying to escape and crawl back up calling us for help! Seriously what are the odds no coincidence!

The wide path he is following down is this world! He goes to a school where he can learn about other cultures and earth day but not God! Mother nature is worshiped! I try and tell him the truth! His tv show had a one eyed skull monster with green horns saw it that went off! I was trying to watch that new tv show on NBC where they all had red circles with m carved in them the mamba republic after the power went out all over the Earth! Then bombarded by mostly naked women in a Victoria's secret add! I turned off the program and wanted to cry!

You learn from day one to have pride in yourself the work of your hands to work hard at least you did now its clear they want as many as possible totally dependant on the social welfare state! Money is going to be worthless soon one good line in the tv show was one character worked for google had 85 million in the bank now he would trade it for a good roll of charmin! They are programming people through tv for the false deception mother nature pulled the plug it's not God because we are taught to not seek Him!
I could not get past the ACDC shirt he was wearing how subtle! Anti Christ Denys Christ get it!

I am dragged along the path of this world kicking and screaming trying to go the other way my son is sliding down the cliff trying to crawl back up! Really no one sees the birds dying the earthquakes and volcanos roaring!

Did you see they put a black football player Michael with Kelly all in white! Michael the archangel Kelly the bride only counterfeit! Really! It's called programming for a reason! No one gets it I am tired of trying to say see! I am weak an tired in the flesh going on because I am still here but at least I know why I keep looking up and praying for a savior to lift me my son etc out of the pit and although I want one I am not getting a hot tub! I will just suffer in my aches and pains! I truly hope he comes and I go it's Thursday!