By 1 Cor 10:31

 

Hi all!

 

I’ve posted here for a good, long while now.  I read (as many letters as I have time for)  fairly regularly even when not posting.  I’ve felt a stirring in my spirit that it’s time for me to move on.  Yet I ask the Lord, “please!  Just one more time?”  as I want to bring you up to date!!!

 

First off, THANK YOU so much for your prayers for our dog, Toby!!!!    

DERRICK!!!!!   My friend, HANDS DOWN, you did more for me, for us, than all my other friends put together over the years!!!    Thank you, thank you!!  I cannot say thank you enough!!

 

Toby is still “ticking” and moving along pretty well, esp. given his age & many challenges!!!!  He literally makes me laugh out loud when he ACTS like he’s 2 years old!!

We got through that night just fine.  Like people doctors, I know there are some good animal doctors around, too.  Yet my own personal experience is – same as people doctors, they only want to medicate or operate!!!!   It’s all they know!  It’s all they’ve been taught & believe in.    But …. I still use them b/c some times it helps to merely knock my thoughts around.  Yet, came home, KNOWING our Toe-boy would NOT survive surgery!!  Not given his age, frail nature, goodness I can’t even put him on the tiniest dose of medication – ANY KIND, otherwise all his lumps & bumps BLEED!!!!   I KNOW THIS DOG better than any vet does!!!!  PERIOD!!

 

So I came home, prayed some more, and “stubborned up” ~ thought, well, with the Lord’s guidance, I made my own (several) tumors go away years ago.  (and it does NOT happen by putting MORE poison in!!!...... uh, like KEEE-  MO!!!   Spelled that way on purpose so hopefully bots don’t notify elites….)    Anyway, so taking the same info/thought processes I did for myself – I put Toby on the strictest diet ever!!!   NO CARBS whatsoever!!!!   Zip, zero, zilcho!!   Guess what?  Almost immediately he stopped bleeding out the backside.  I must monitor proteins carefully, too.

 

Derrick, I HOPE your old, ancient dog (as you call her)  and our Toby “go up” with us at the same time!!!!!!!   Folks, I absolutely KNOW our last dog KNEW who Jesus was when I asked her if Jesus was coming soon!!!   If the Lord allows – and depending on how much time we have left, possibly I can tell that story.  No doubt in my mind that our Lexie is with the Lord now!!  Romans and Revelation talk about animals [literally!!] praising the Lord!!  Amen!!

 

Sorry folks, I know this is how Derrick & I communicate – you all are welcome to spy on our letters!!  BIG SMILE!!   (I mean OBVIOUSLY!!)   Derrick, I’m very sorry you lost your mother in the hospital that way.  Very, very sorry!!!    My mother left the earth 17 years ago – and while she was in the hospital she told me “they were trying to kill her”.  Of course, we just “assumed” she was out of her head, being so doped up as she was.  Well,…. I dunno’ I guess it’s a long, sad story.  Let’s just say had I not “skipped bail” and gotten out of the hospital when I did - after major surgery 3 years ago – I am absolutely sure I, too, would have died there.

 

My sister died 4.5 years ago – she’d had terrible health & it was expected.  Know what?  Though it all takes a while to sort out (she was in a nursing home) but I was actually glad she’d passed on & didn’t have to live through covid.  B/c with the SCARE of it, I can well imagine it would have frightened many of them.  Plus not being able to check on your loved one!!!  Perhaps the cruelest part of all!!  Initiated by evil men who think these evil things up!!

 

A friend’s father was in a nursing home during the PLAN demic – and even after restrictions had eased up quite a bit, they were allowed to visit him OUTSIDE ONLY, no hugging, no kissing, several feet apart …… and ONLY with a staffer sitting right there with them!!!!!   Can you IMAGINE???!!!   Totally INTRUSIVE!!!!!!   I would have removed my loved one immediately!!!!   If at all possible.

 

Some watchers who post online (other sites) even though their own careers are in medicine or working in hospitals, they still say that they personally would NEVER trust hospitals or staff or doctors again!!!!!

 

‘tis the day in which we live!!   Not like how we viewed westerns on TV while growing up:  good guys in white hats, bad guys in dark hats.  NOT AT ALL!!!!!!  In today’s world, sometimes the one with the biggest smile, the one who appears most likeable, may also be the very one who’d like to kill you & collect that $$$.  I’m not kidding.

 

 

Okay, so folks, on to what I’m saying here – of course Rosh Hashanah has come & gone for this year.  But as previously stated, it IS a Jewish holiday/festival!!!!!!    Different from the Church!!!!

 

I don’t know about you, but I’ve got my antenna up EVEN MORE now!!!!!!    Call it a gut feeling – but I just keep thinking this coming election is going to be “a booger”!!!!  And if we’re still here, all the more reason for them to LOCK US DOWN again!!!!!  B/c no matter which side wins, don’t you just feel there’s going to be bloodshed??   Think Republicans are going to sit on their hands again??   Think Demos will just go have latte’s and huddle in a group hug if their side loses??   Conservatives may be more, uh, “conservative” in that --  this wasn’t the group to go tear statues down, and burn businesses and cities!!!!  And cost taxpayers millions, if not billions of dollars!!!   BUT….. you think they’re going to sit “in time out” & just watch if they deem the other side cheated (again)??

 

Don’t you just hear the drumbeats of war coming??

 

 

So, then to confirm this feeling, I read (you can find this online) I read where he supposedly said that the election will be HUNG & (hold onto your hats!!)   THERE WILL BE CIVIL WAR!!!!!!!!

 

Same gut feeling I’ve had all along!!!!!!!

 

Now for the past 12+ years, by the Lord leading me to, I’ve studied in great detail WHO the daughter of Babylon is.  I know the average eschatology student (and generally even teachers)  say America is not in the Bible.  If I may!!!!!   I think America is actually ALL OVER THE BIBLE!!!!!!   It’s not mentioned by name.  That matters little.  Jeremiah 50, 51, Isaiah 14, Is. 18, Is. 47, Obadiah as well as other passages (not coming to mind immediately, though I’ve studied this out for years!!)  Revelation of course…..

 

And Jeremiah 50 SAYS there WILL BE CIVIL WAR!!!!!!   One translation says, “Governor against Governor”!!!!!  

 

Sooooo……. If truly this coming election is the starting gun, then wouldn’t it seem that truly our BLESSED HOPE should happen just any day??  I mean, if the next civil war is to happen DURING THE TRIBULATION!!   And as bad as it sounds, I surely see it as a Tribulation timed event. 

 

Plus, the SECOND COMING of Lord Jesus could be on or right near Rosh Hashanah (year 2029, of course).

 

 

I truly, truly, truly WANT to be wrong about this next thing!!!!   Terry James, if you happen to be reading:  I know you are very adamant & dogmatic that ALL children under the age of accountability, all in the world GO in the rapture.  I HOPE YOU’RE RIGHT!!!!!!   (and like I say, I WANT to be wrong!!)    But some how I personally just do not see it that way.  True, I know in our human eyes, children are deemed “innocent” until they reach a certain maturity of understanding & realize they NEED JESUS. 

Why would they “NEED” Him ~ if they were ALREADY saved (by merely being a child)….  Something I ponder.  Also can you see a Palestinian-trained child (they teach them to shoot guns by first grade there!!)  trained to kill Jews – can you see these children raptured?

 

But most of all, I base my own thinking on a child is “clean” if at least one parent is saved.  Ref:  1 Corinthians 7:14   Which would also imply that if not at least one parent was saved, then would the child/ren “be holy”…. A.k.a. set apart????..... or NOT????

 

But also - - b/c in Jeremiah 50, it talks about the time of the Trib, and the civil war (no doubt, America)  where even YOUNG CHILDREN will be TAKEN & forced into labor camps!!!!!!!   Does this sound like, to you guys, ALL children will be raptured???  Common sense would say:  how can they be kidnapped & forced into labor camps if there are not children HERE for that to happen??

And we’re all very well aware (and beyond heinously sick about it)  that child trafficking has been a “thing” for a long while now.  Sick, sick, sick!!!  We can’t help ourselves in hoping those people who enact such cruelty to children burn in the deepest part of hell, frying like bacon fat forever!!  No, that is not being vengeful on our part, that’s the Lord’s revenge & meting out punishment due.

 

 

While I know, believe me, I know, -- that if not all children are raptured, I realize this sounds very troublesome!!!  Yet we must TRUST THE LORD on this one!!!!!!!  Maybe send up prayer for each child you come across…???

 

Anyway, back to subject:  if indeed Billy Bob (that’s what I call mr. gates)  said this or anything eerily similar to this  – isn’t this the same thing as TELLING US WHAT THEY’RE GOING TO DO ….. BEFORE…. THEY DO IT?????   Their standard “M.O.”

 

 

Meanwhile “back at the ol’ ranch” ~ and appreciate prayer once again should anyone think of me & if this comes to mind.  Something I did ~ or perhaps something I said (or wrote)  must’ve “stirred up a hornet’s nest”.  But of course, you realize that satan is SMART!!!  And he’s had ions to study each of us, to know our likes, our dislikes, our WEAKNESSES!!!!!!

 

WHY DO YOU THINK we are TOLD to wear our spiritual armor???  And above all, to keep that SHIELD OF FAITH up??!!!!!  I’ll tell you why – at least in my own experience, b/c being attacked violently with (not little teeny-weenie NERF darts!!)  but with FLAMING  ARROWS!!!!!!!!  It’s FAITH that “extinguishes” these flaming arrows!!!!!   B/c believe me, the thoughts have popped into my mind more than one occasion to “give up on God”.  [ala’ Mrs. Job]  Thoughts that His promises do not work.  Thoughts that He’s not going to rescue & deliver me…..

Fortunately I cast down such thoughts & quickly repent like the writer of Psalm 30.

 

But listen!!!  What I’ve had to go through!!   Most do not believe; most do not WANT to believe!!!!!  Or ~ (Derrick, you listening?  The way you don’t EXPECT Christians to act!!....) 

I had one lady a while back – who runs a site, who I thought to turn to in asking for help…… know what she did??  Spewed forth venom!!!!!  Pure hatred!!!!   VICTIM SHAMING & VICTIM BLAMING!!!!!!!!  Twisted Scripture in some of the worst ways & then ACCUSED me of doing that very thing!!!!!!!   ACCUSED ME of not being a Christian even!!!!   Much less out & out dumb!!!!! 

 

Literally her first email made me cry!!!!!!   I stupidly responded, against my better judgment & even with sensing the Lord telling me not to.

I’m sure her last email was equally as hasty, nasty, and full of venom.  I read 2 sentences, then trashed it.  And blocked her.  For the FIRST TIME EVER in my 25 years of being online, I had to block someone from contacting me by email!!!!  From a…. ahem…. “Christian” no less!!

 

I’ve come to realize that the Lord ALONE is my rest!!  My only hope!!

 

I still read at www.NowTheEndBegins.com  it’s how I get THE BEST end days (end moments!!)  news…… and of course I love the comments, too!!  (most of them)  And a few months ago, a poster named, “Jim V.”  wrote something along the lines of “if this is happening to you”  [it was actually more specific to my specific situation & circumstances] and Jim, if you ever see this on “this side” of heaven, I want you to know I EXTREMELY THANK YOU for writing that!!   Shamefully disquis deleted it!!!!!!   (before I could copy it)   But let me tell you, the Lord woke me up one night & told me I needed to go read there!!!!!!

 

For those who poo-poo that & say, the Lord does NOT still speak to us…… well I don’t mean the heavens shook and there was a huge burning bush, and a deep Voice commanding me to take my shoes off…… in other words, NOT AUDIBLY!!!!!  But by a “witness of the Spirit”  and if you don’t believe that, I feel sorry for you. 

 

He’s done it with me several times.  One time a handful of years ago, even saving me from getting scrunched in a horrible car accident (sure enough, 4 young gals in a car – all laughing, sped right through a stop sign at a high rate of speed…… had I not been “warned” by the Holy Spirit, I would not have stopped as I didn’t have a stop sign……

 

   at any rate, the night you wrote that, Jim V. the Holy Spirit woke me up, told me to go read at NTEB.com  and I came across what you’d written!!!!   Truly it was written for me!!

 

It so much “spoke to me” that I read it a 2^nd time!!  Had good intentions of printing out a copy from my desktop the next morning.  However, sadly, by then, it had disappeared!!!   POOF!!!!  Gone forever!!!   Funny, how even disquis won’t allow info about this awful game perpetrated against various (innocuous individuals who only want to pay attention to their own lives and be left alone otherwise)…… so when disquis deleted it, kind of makes you go HMMMM!!!!!!!!!  Why do you think that is, dear reader??!!

 

So anyway, any real Christian who is willing to pray on my behalf, I welcome that. 

I’ve come to realize I cannot wrangle with the devil all by myself.  I simply do not have a support system and THEY KNOW THAT!!!!!!    And as much as I wish I was involved in church, who even attending church would even believe this stuff??  Truthfully it’s DESIGNED to be unbelievable – until it happens to you!!

 

 

I’m personally glad/happy/beyond THRILLED the Lord is going to remove us from this cesspool soon, AMEN?????

 

Once in heaven, NO SIN, no harm OF ANY KIND will be able to touch us, tempt us, come near us…….  EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

 

OF COURSE, I mean it’s a given, if you have a heart of any kind, that we care & wish with every fiber of our being that all those we love would “come aboard”,  but you know!!  Some people are SOOO hard headed that it will literally take the rapture to get their attention!!  And in the end, though we grimace in thinking of the widespread martyrdom, yet in the end, HOW they get to heaven will matter little – just as long as they GET THERE!!!!  Isn’t even martyrdom far preferred over an eternity of hell fire?

 

May God be merciful and grant them repentance during the horribly tough times of the fast approaching Tribulation!!

 

Keep to your post!!!  Do not give up watching!!!!!

 

By all signs, that trumpet should be piercing through the air very, very soon!!!!!!  Every day I’m expecting Him.  Any day!!  Every day!!

This is just me, my own speculation, my guess is we can’t go on past this year.  Surely it makes you wonder.  Again, my own personal thoughts/speculation & most definitely HOPE!!!!!!!!!!  And again, I certainly hope & yes even anticipate quite possibly (Lord, please let it be so?!)  that we may well go up before the end of this month!!  BEFORE the upcoming election!!  Hope, hope, HOPE!!!!!!!

 

 

BTW, I’m not in any way try to make it sound like my brand of suffering is any worse than anyone else’s.  It isn’t.  I know people with far worse problems!!  And that’s a fact!!  And even for ones I don’t personally know,  yet in third world countries, the PLANNED-demic [planned DEMON demic??]  cost people their livelihoods!!!  Some families got closer, some split apart.  Some gave up all together and took their own lives.  Some kids were abandoned or orphaned & guess what?  No “welfare checks” or foster care or system of any kind is built in.  Such children are out on the streets, scratching, pawing, clawing just to find enough daily food to eat.  Fresh water to drink; at least uncontaminated.  Shelter. Their dreams beyond tomorrow were all dashed.  Think we had it bad here in America?  When most at least had a box of Wheaties in the cupboard to eat!!

 

May the Lord have mercy!!  I pray that SOON the hungry will hunger no more!!!!!

 

The clock is ticking and for us, our time is just about up!!!!!!!!   I heard a great song once – something along the line of:  let’s not count the end days, let’s make the end days count!!!!  Perhaps we should try that.  Encourage each other that it IS soon, though not trying to pick a specific date.  Instead put that energy and effort into “saved unto good works” and do something for the Lord!!!!  Maybe even something secretive where it’s only between you & God.  For the children, perhaps give a donation to www.compassion.com  In my opinion, they are one of the best charitable organizations with transparency and most all the $$ donated goes directly to help extremely-poverty stricken children and their families.  Think of the ones abandoned, the ones clawing just for daily food.  Again, let this be between you & God. 

 

THANK YOU once again for “getting my back”.  I never realized how happy my (boring) life was – till all this other came my way.  I humbly thank you for praying.  I hope to meet you in person with Jesus on a cloud just any day!!  moment!!!

MARANATHA!!!!!!!!!!

Reva a.k.a.  1 Cor 10:31