I am also an End Times Addict. I have tried to stop a few times when the dates came and passed. I also thought we would be gone by now but every day we are still here I know people get saved. I have another addiction I think for the past couple of years I have wanted more of Jesus and longed to here him. I have prayed for the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. When I prayed in tongues nothing happens in fact it felt like I was faking it because nothing happened. Anyway I have read Dave Roberson's online book and material at daveroberson.com. I am praying in tongues in Faith for a year to give the Holy Spirit time to change me. I pray 2 hours a day and I have been doing it for 2 months ,  my own private worship for a few weeks and currently reading Proverbs. I sometimes don't understand when some hear Jesus so easily or he came to them at a young age like Kevin M but I am not God and in the end I still want Jesus.
 
Marc C