I am like you.... I cannot go a day without visiting "five doves" and the other "endtime" "last days" sitesI am depressed when there is no new news of his return or Five doves is delayed.
For the first time ever I had to double my dose of St.Johns wort today to not be depressed and get some motivation back.I found myself praying "God fill me with you spirit, motivate me, give me reason to hope, a reason to keep going"
Three days earlier at 3:13am He told me to "not be discouraged but keep looking for His return"
I too cannot plan anything for the future, career, retirement , travel plans because it will all be in vain.What matters is "today"....How many people did I reach with the Good News?, How many Christians did I warn and wake up?
I recently discovered this website www.lovesaysgo.com There's still people to save and show His love.We watch because we love Him, we go because we love Him.
New memory verse: Psalm 86:5 "Kind and forgiving is the Lord, Abounding in love to all who call to Him"
Keep the oil in your lamps Doves, Keep shining bright2 Tim 4:8
Kevin W in OZ