Greetings John and Doves,

I want to give a special thanks to Angela Goodrick for keeping me in

prayer for my eye. There are no words to describe how deeply I'm

touched when someone asks about my eye or tells me they are still

praying for my healing since I've not given a public update in around six

months or so. Thank you again Angela and all those who sincerely

continue to pray and/or fast for my eye. I will give a limited update now

since the subject has been broached. My intentions were and are to wait

till the Fall convergences had come (including 9-23,  last blood moon, 11-

11, 12-1, 12-6 through end of Hanukkah, and maybe even the Renee Moses 30 day delay

taking it to January.)and gone. Many might think this delay in having the

eye removed was foolish as it is a melanoma and removing it should be a

priority to help in stopping it from spreading. There are several reasons I

made this decision. The initial recommendation from my Doctor on April

9,2015 was to have it removed as the only option because of its size

(12x15x18-21 cm  ....about the size of a thumb first knuckle to tip) he

then said "At this time because of its size the timing is not that

important....it doesn't have to be this week.....a month or so from now is

ok." He also was sure it had spread. I can't tell you the relief I felt when

the tests showed no cancer anywhere else. Besides prayer I made sure I

only consumed Hi PH foods as cancer hates an alkaline body and there is a

great web site by Neil Russell (author of Newtons riddle) at

bemadewhole.net that you can find the right foods to eat. His wife

survived liver cancer and their story had 20 million views. I have sought

the Lord  over and over for an answer in the Scriptures and He has given

me many scriptures that were very positive about the eyes......they were

all about seeing again like "for they shall see eye to eye", "every eye shall

see Him", "then your eyes shall be opened" and not once was there a

negative verse such as "eye hath not seen" or "pluck it out" or "my eye

hath not seen" or "evil eye" or even one of the many others. I have felt in

my spirit that healing would come and like John 9 He would be glorified in

the healing. In my weakness I have not wanted to let them remove the

eye as there was still some ability to see, even blurry or foggy sight was

better than total darkness. Then in the last month almost total blindness

has come. I see only a little light such as where a window might be or a tv

screen, light bulb, etc. Even though it would be some what easier to let

the eye go because there is so little function, my flesh is weak. I have

been grasping at any type of new spiritual revelation, rapture date, or

fulfillment of an end time event, hoping instant renewal of sight woud

validate the new revelation. I am most willing to accept this affliction and it

would be so much easier ti accept  if I knew it was His will and/or it was

going to be used for His Glorification, but I have not received an absolute

answer so I guess it doesn't work that way. I have now started praying a

more miitant healing type of prayer usually prefaced with "If this is not

Your will Father then please heal me in the Name of Jesus" this prayer

moves very quickly then to warfare, claiming it, and finally begging for the

tumor to be gone.

I once again want to thank those who are continuing to pray for me as I

know how easy it is to pray for a request a few times and then start

praying for something else. My hope is that the rapture of the Bride

happens so soon that a glorified body will take care of it. But as He tarries

I ask everyone reading this to share it with any prayer warriors, prayer

chains,or prayer lists and join me in seeking Him on my behalf for healing.

I am standing on the parable that follows:

Luk 18:1  And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought
always to pray, and not to faint;
Luk 18:2  Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God,
neither regarded man:
Luk 18:3  And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him,
saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.
Luk 18:4  And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within
himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man;
Luk 18:5  Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by
her continual coming she weary me.
Luk 18:6  And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith.
Luk 18:7  And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night
unto him, though he bear long with them?
 
Looking for His Soon Return
Charles Holler Sr