Years ago we lived
in Fairbanks, Alaska, north of the Arctic Circle. One new year’s
eve, just as we stepped outside to leave a church service we attended in a
small village called North Pole, the northern lights were so brilliantly
awesome that night. Looking upward, (even though the temperature was
well below zero), nobody seemed to mind standing there in the cold looking at
that night sky. We were transfixed by the sight of those brilliant yellow,
green and red lights dancing up and down across the heavens, even streaking
downward to almost touch my hands--- a sight emblazoned
in my memory ever since it happened.
I also recall that there was an old Eskimo
woman who sometimes attended that church. She
lived alone by herself in a small cabin, chopped her own firewood, cooked her
own meals, and washed her own clothes. She told me that every morning
she would first go to the east window in her kitchen to look out to see
“if Jesus had returned”. Simplistic, and perhaps extreme to most of
us. But now that I am alone and 80 myself, what she said makes more sense to
me every day I am still alive.
Perhaps a relative or a friend might check
on her welfare, take her shopping, or give her a ride to church.
Nowadays there are government programs to help do
those kind of things, yet as good and needful as they are, there is an element
missing in all of that, that can never fill the place of “caring and loving”
friends and family.
I
have a friend called Anita. She and I met years ago
when our husbands were still alive, went fishing together and had a grand time
roaming around our beautiful Alaska. We call each other at least once a week,
sometimes enjoy a lunch together at i Hop and share conversation over a cup of
coffee. Both of us are the same age and share our
spiritual thoughts, memories and dreams. But one thing that runs through our
minds is the same for both of us. We
might try to imagine what life was like for that old Eskimo woman, living by
herself in one of earth’s coldest places, knowing she would soon die, probably
alone. For
when our bodies can no longer lift the axe to chop our
firewood, when we don’t hear so well or see things in focus like we used to
do, our friends have passed on to their reward or the ones still around
sometimes can’t remember, and a younger generation never heard, nor even care
to hear what we experienced back when---we wonder.... isn’t it time?
That
daily question can keep us old folks a bit apprehensive.
But now
that we once again are hearing the Christmas story, a nugget came along just
as I was writing this: The answer to that is something this troubled, fearful
generation needs to learn about; for it is the same for all of us, at any age,
anywhere, included myself, even just as it was for
those wise men 2,000 years ago who looked eastward:
She focused on His coming, rather than on
her leaving.