Brother Charles
I and many in this forum feel the same way as you. Most days I wonder how do I continue on trying to fit into this strange world. It's quite a challenge to be in the world but not of the world.
I'm a single woman who finds no one interested in end times discussions. Even most Christians seem strange and so into this world that it's difficult to find any difference in their actions. Trying to be friends with other women for me is difficult as they're into things of this world so much that I can't find any interest. I'm trying to keep some  world normalcy as not to freak them out, but I'm sure they can tell I don't care about very much in this world.
One feels outside worldly norm, even in most Christian circles except during worship service. I pray we'll keep our eyes fixed on our Savior for He understands the walk in the Spirit more than us or anyone else. God bless Charles... He is with you.
Brenda