Friend, of course I'll pray for you and your mother.
 
Please dear sister, suicide is not the answer. Jesus will get you through anything. He is life and He will hold your hand through this.
 
I do know what it is like to feel suicide is the only answer. It's not though. If He got me through it by His Grace when I didn't even know Him yet than He surely will help you, His own child. :hugs:
 
In Christ,
Michelle