Charles (21 May 2012)
"Waiting and watching"


 
I am laying in my hammock looking up at the sky! I fell out setting it up and landed on my back hurting my neck again! I am laying here because I just cannot sit inside and listen to tv while what may be the brides ring adorns the sky! Oh the fool to the world but the world is foolish! When you embrace the truth that sets you free you cannot stomach the lie anymore like eating to many sweets will kill you you suddenly crave fruit and veggies! The word of God is organic health food you live if you eat Jesus words and drink his blood! You eat what you are! I am pondering after watching the groxts videos if tonight may be the true ascenscion day and rapture! Truly how can we be certain of any day the calander is messed up! The wedding ring in the sky is a pretty big date circle however! So I am watching and praying! I think watchers get a crown because whe the rest of the world is watching tv we are looking up saying today Lord! Truly that blessing is all Gods also who called us to watch by His grace in our hearts! It's all I want to do watch and be with Jesus and warn others to get on the ark! The world does not want Jesus to come because they think they ate free doing their worldly stuff! But they are not! The freedom to crawl out from the worlds ways unto Jesus is better! I went fishing not catching today would have needed divine intervention like Peter although I think every fish I have ever caught had the divine involved! I was trying to be in communing with God and my son was sick so cartoons were on and my wife was reading I just felt I had to go be alone with God! Do I think many understand I feel closer to Him the further away I get from technogy and society in the natural environment no! Thinking this I saw a man walking into the creek with a book like a bible! I saw he had a Christian shirt on I said hi I am a Christian also. He said he was just trying to get to nature to feel closer to God! A brother when I was feeling alone! It is do hard to think what's coming upon the Earth and show up in the world each day and people don't understand or want to hear what's on the horizon while we try and tell most! Some already see! I have seen in person only one other warn others to get their Jesus blood to clean their dress! So few are watching it gets lonely! We are not the noble or the high of stature God uses those the world thinks foolish to bring to nothing the wisdom of the world! Guys ask yourself why Heroes the tv show started with a ring of fire eclipse? Why shows like stargate? Could this eclipse be the door of heaven opening? Noah was on the ark seven days before the rain is this a seven day window are those watching boarding the ark tonight spiritually and going home on pentacost? Are we going home tonight? Will we be discussing
Rosh Hoshanna shortly? I really feel we don't have any more time! Google the four reasons the Talmud declared an eclipse would occur! I think watchimg is necessary to make the right choices to be ready to go! If you know a hurricane is coming you board up the windows! Those who say watching is foolish are like those making light of their neighbors boarding up their windows after getting the report a hurricane was coming from the weather channel because they had not seen the report personally or did and were chosing to ignore it because it was too nice out to be boarding their windows they had better things to do! I am being hit with Worldly things I am supposed to care about like selling my dads house and my wife wants a new kit hen floor and work stuff and really all I hear in my head is let the dead bury the dead come follow me! I want to focus on heavanly things and the world does not understand! It's simple a hurricane is coming I believe the report and a want to concentrate on boarding up my windows and anchoring the foundation of my house on a rock! I know it seems nice out still but really it's just the eye of the storm! Only Jesus saves only Jesus saves only Jesus saves time to focus he has already provided the hammer, the nails, the wood and He is a carpenter He will do all the work boarding up your windows! Seriously all you have to do is believe a storm is coming and call upon Him to start putting the boards up! I am worried because the second it's too late to call is fast approaching do not put off calling upon Him getting baptized as an act of faith (full immersion) and then start picking up your wood and following Him around as He secures your foundation and boards up your house! For no other foundation can a man lay then Christ Jesus! If we are still here tommorow pick up the phone! And let us all keep watchimg and praying and encouraging as the day approaches! I am surrounded by people and yet feel so alone my thoughts are not theirs and the focus of my heart is not this world! Please Jesus I am getting weary while I want all to have time to get their foundations secured I just cannot stand to be existing in the vanity of this lie any more! I want to finally be free as a dove to fly and have tears no more as I exasperate myself trying to say seek you while you may be found and knowing all things in the world will come to nothing tired of being forced to act like they matter a day after you come!