I don't know what to say walking at the outlet today. People buying selling eating drinking I constantly think its all going away but what to say. What to say to the girl at the drive through the old lady the young guy. They think its all going on I can see I know its not. I think of Jesus coming think of how I can love my family but put Him first how I don't really know what to say. I buy candy for my son is this the last day I do? He gives a tip to a vendor without me telling him to maybe it was a word I said. I am here but I am not I walk I talk but any hope in this flesh has left me. I hope in the unseen I hope in a God who loved me by answering me when I called His name Jesus I believe I will do it your way. A God willing to uplift and save through His Son. If we die to Him on that cross every day we live and abide above. I walk I talk it sounds like me more tired each day yet I am no longer here. And as I walk among people all over the world I would like to say lets all just drop to our knees lets all just stop this race to the worlds end all call on Jesus set us free. Yet I read the book I know most have not. They mistakenly think its all going on forgetting Noah and the flood. How do I tell the young girl at the window the old lady in front of me the guy that speaks a language I cannot understand that their only hope is to call upon The Lord Jesus  and believe His Father raised Him from the dead. To die as much as we can through the spirit in this flesh and to abide in His word watching and waiting for Him to come and get His sheep before the world goes off the cliff. I am still here walking where they are but my heart and mind are no longer here.