RJ2,
 
You are correct about me. I have been haggled by all kinds of the so called "wise" in and out of religion. The Lord chose the foolish things of the world to confound the wise. It is very humbling to watch Jesus work in peoples lives.
 
I know the walk with the Lord and what it is like when a person has been close with him. Your words give me that impression about you. More is learned by the individual, about becoming a good human being, when the Lord has their undivided attention. When I was younger, after having been alone on my walk with Jesus, I used to relish sorrow, it kept me close to him. But as time goes by in life, one has to be able to function and demonstrate normal emotions. I have always been on the sensitive side and you are right about this test of persuasion by others. I have been being tested about that for a while now. When one has a precious experience, they should guard it, and protect it!
 
The time is coming when I will have to be bold and forthrite about the Word, unwavering, with faith. Everyone has their own path to walk in life and special things to learn and do. I have always felt that my fate was in the end, and to be very intense. Preparation has had monumental importance. The journey is still unvailing before our eyes, but is imminent! I feel that we are close to the pouring out of the Holy Ghost, I can feel the presense of our Lord getting ready to reap the harvest of millions and millions of souls!
 
I don't know my friend, I may be going in the rapture. I had a dream a couple nights ago, and I was flying up! Either way, this is just amazing! Being alive in this time of history, I sometimes wander why I was chosen to get to witness it, let alone, be thought of enough to be here now with some kind of mission to do for the Lord. My friend, it comes down to FAITH! It is that simple. Peace to you......
 
YBIC
 
Michael