Hi Mariel,
 
I have prayed for you and will continue to keep you in my prayers. My thoughts are so much with you. It must be so difficult and scary for you. I was amused at your story about the fleece, I also put out a fleece a while back and then, like you I took it back again because I also thought I was being superstitious ! I had asked the Lord if He was coming for us in 2012 and  to put a white dove on my porch but no dove arrived!
 
Please let me know how you get on, on Wednesday.
 
Love from Jane