I have been debating whether to send this for along time
It seemed it was time to do so
I apologize, it is rather lengthy.
Bill



Buses, dorms and the Rapture and other things I have been told about the current times

Around Christmas I read on this site that someone posted that they too had a dream involving the
the following 3 things, Buses, dorms and the rapture.  More than 20 years ago I had a dream involving the 3 same elements.  I believe there are no coincidences, god is very efficient in what he does and for 2 people to have such a dream with the 3 same (odd) elements has led me to share my version of this dream and to tell you about some of the other things I have been told about our current times.  I have not shared these with anyone (except for some of them with my wife) they are personal.  For some reason, which I can't quite put my finger on, this has prompted me to share some of these things.
Until 5 months ago, the Rapture (and tribulation etc.) was something I thought would occur, but would
occur so many generations beyond my passing that they were somewhat irrelevant other than in understanding what the bible has to say.  One other thing I would like to add before I tell you my version of this dream.  Not sure how to state this accurately, words do such a poor job of describing what
I am trying to convey, but things from Heaven I often conveyed in the way of Knowings ( as I prefer to call it, though I have heard others describe it in other ways).  Knowings to me are the instantiations
and complete passing or gifting of knowledge and understanding, that leaves no doubt or no questions.  In fact it is a impossible to doubt or question these knowings even if you try, my own existence is easier to doubt.
The dream:  I was living in a Dorm, I had a Dorm mate, I had just awoken and with my awaking I was
aware of the gift of a knowing.  This knowing led me to understand that it was time, time to leave this world and existence for the next.  I knew that many others would be awaking that morning with the same knowing, but also that there were many others that would not be waking up that morning.  The knowing informed me that the time we had to leave was to be completed before the bodies of those that did not wake up reached a certain state (which I won't describe here).  I somehow understood that to be around 4hrs.  I got dressed and went out to the hall to see all the excitement.  People were rushing about everywhere, most could not wait to get out of here.  Reminded me of when I was young and in elementary school and that last bell was about to ring before summer vacation, when that bell rang I could not get out of that school fast enough.  That seemed to be the way everyone I ran into was behaving.  It was great to see all the excitement, I ran into acquaintances and friends, some I would not of expected to see. (Only god truly knows there hearts).  My excitement at running into some of my friends was glorious, it was wonderful to know they would be there (for eternity).  But I also knew there were many others, including friends and including my dorm mate, that would not be coming.
I tried to remember who they were on several occasions, but could not, there memory of who they were was just beyond my grasp.  I remember the dorms were constructed as though random rectangular rooms were placed randomly on top of one another, like Jenga blocks skewed in all directions, with the halls both inside and outside the dorm buildings (if you could call them that).  I went back into my dorm room to pack. I for some reason, unlike everyone else, seemed intent on using the entire time allot-ed for my departure.  I packed and repacked several times, each time packing something nicer knowing that there would be no purpose in saving these for later use, there would be none.  Until it occurred to me that I really wouldn't need a suitcase where I was going, so I abandoned that and switched my attention to what I would wear.  Through out this I kept noticing my dress suit at the far right side of my closet.  For me suits are for funerals and weddings and not something I would ever wear voluntarily, yet after some time that is exactly what I put on. I left my dorm room (for some reason, it just never occurred to me to look at or check on my dorm mate, it just did not seem necessary
and went outside to leave. I noticed that the dorms were set in steep, barren hills, barren of anything but
a carpet of golder hued grass.  At the bottom of the Hill was the bus that I would be leaving in.  The sky
was a menacing greyish black, almost alive, not really like storm clouds we are used to.  I walked to the
bottom of the hill and noticed a small break between the black sky and the horizon, (about 10 clock)
where the sky was a extremely bright yellow gold color, that was where I was heading.  When I got to the bus there were only a few of us there, for most everyone had already left.  I along with the remaining few were waiting for the last of the stragglers like myself. (end)
     I am somewhat curious as to any similarities between this dream and that of the other person who had the similar dream
    Now I would like to share with you some of the other things I have been told.  They are all personal and I am not sure what may be the purpose in sharing them, but I have been led to believe
I have to 2 things to complete and this is one of them, so I will forge ahead.
    First I would like to state that all personal revelations, visions, knowings etc have to be understood in the context of the person receiving them.  They loose some of their meaning when taken out of that context.  I will share a little about myself before I start in that may add some context.
I am German, and exhibit many of the cultural traits associated with that.  Somewhat distant, slow to warm up to people, keep things to myself.  I do not wear my spirituality on my sleeve.  There is nothing significant about myself, except I would like to add the following.  I have (since I was young) had premonitions about future personal events that have always come true.  Somehow it would come to me that several years in the future some major event in my life would come to pass.  Usually not something that I would ever expect to happen.  At times I would dwell on these revelations, coming up with scenarios on how they might occur.  Because they would happen several years in the future I would quite often forget about them and completely miss them when they occurred.  In part because they never occurred the way I thought they would.  I mention this because
so many of us envision how some of the coming events may happen.  We need to be careful because like some of those premonitions, they may not occur like we thought they would and we may miss them.  I'm not sure why I have these or what there purpose was, I always felt they were some kind of life marker, not sure.  But one last thing I would like to add.  These stopped about 6-7 yrs ago.  It was
as though the future stopped or at least my future stopped.  It concerned me somewhat because I knew
death was one way for my future not to continue.  But as I have come to learn, it may be something else altogether.
    On to what I have been told.  I would like to preface these revelations with the following, not sure if they are important, but for some they may add additional context.  About 11-12 yrs ago I had
something significant happen in my life, like some of the other things to follow, I won't discuss all the detail, but will share some or parts of them I feel comfortable sharing.  I found myself somewhere else,
not on this earth.  I was given a knowing of how my children and wives lives would come to completion without me. It all seamed to work out perfectly.  I was given the following works that I will never forget “ All is as it should be”.  I have read where others have had the same or quite similar word given to them so I know I am not alone in this.  I was given a great deal of knowledge in the way of knowings, at times it felt like more than I could handle.  I was told to relax and stop trying assimilate
what was occurring and just to let it happen.. I experienced how “free will” is Gods greatest gift to us and how it is more important to our existence than the air we breath.  I experienced Love of the sorts that is not possible to experience here on earth, how it is not felt in the heart, but in every particle of our existence.  I remember how badly I wanted to go back and share the experience of this love with my family.  I was also shown something that shook to the core of my being. I sat up in bed afterward
shaking, for what I had been given and experienced was more than I could handle.  This would happen
3 times, this was the 1st.  Like all subsequent times, after 10-15min I could feel the access to the part of me that held this knowledge slowly being closed off to me.  For the next 6 months I experienced the greatest serenity and peace I have ever known.  Than a short time afterward my health began to decline
and I have been trying to deal with this ever since, though it has improved somewhat in recent yrs.
I only mention this because I believe it was directly related to the above experience.
    About 2 yrs ago I began to experience a strange vibration in my body, was not sure what to make of it.  It was sort of off and on, but as time past it has become more pronounced and now stays with me all the time, though is most noticeable when I am still and quiet..  That and the high pitched sounds that I can hear, mainly when I am quiet.  They don't bother me, and are nothing like tinnitus.
They also have become more pronounced as time passes.  During most nights, at some point between waking and sleep, for a few seconds they can become quite pronounced, and are accompanied by an odd metallic vibration sound (just don't know how to describe it).  It is at this time that some of the
things I will share occurred.  For it is at those times that I am aware of being somewhere else, most of the time I cannot remember anything of where I was, but at times I can remember just a glimpse, a sort of snapshot.  It is during one of these times, about a year and half ago, that I found myself somewhere else, I won't spend anytime describing it here, but only some of what I learned.  I was in some sort of discussion with others, it was about the universal battle between good and evil (my words, for it is so much more than that), then I realized that I understood it completely,  again it was more than I could handle.  It is difficult to integrate what you learn is happening beyond the veil and somehow integrate it into what we understand to be the truth here on earth (or at least for me it is).  For the 2nd time I sat up in bed shaking and feeling as though this was way more than I could handle, until like before, the part of me that held that knowledge was slowly closed off to me
    About a year ago this happened again. I again found myself someplace else, with others.  It was here that I was told (given a knowing) of what my part is to be, the part I was to play in the final plan.  It totally blew me away, I can remember feeling absolutely unworthy and unqualified.  I don't have the words to even remotely describe how I felt, but I told him that all I ever wanted was to have a quiet simple life with my family and pass on, this was all too much.  When I say I felt unworthy and unqualified, it was not humility that led me to that feeling, for you do not feel such things when you are with him, it was absolute.  Odd how I forgot how he knows everything we are thinking, he responded (not in words) that “only he knows my heart,” even I do not know what is in my own heart.  There were several others with me, they are the ones I hope to speak to today.  I could see them, but only in silhouette.  They too must have been told things similar to what I learned.  As I was leaving this place, he knew how unsettled this knowledge made me, so he added that, only he knew and understand the final plan (that it was far beyond our ability to comprehend) and that everyone has a part to play in the final plan and that everyone’s part is equal to its completion, no matter how large or small we perceive it to be.  For the final time I sat up in bed shaking, and trying somehow to integrate this back into my life as I understand it.  And once the part of me that held that knowledge was slowly closed off to me.
There is a curious part of me that would like to remember what it is that I am to do, but I know it would not be possible to continue on living a somewhat normal life with that understanding (at least for me).
I will add that I clearly remember all that I was thinking when he revealed to me what it was, so knowing that allows me to have some understanding of what it is.
    Several more times I found myself with the same group of people that I referred to earlier, in place similar to the previous ones, and though I cannot remember much about those meetings, I believe
whatever it is I am to do, I am to do it working together with those others.  The night attacks (which so many other have already described started occurring in earnest at this time, often waking around 3am
tremendously disturbed by what I had just experienced and unable to return to sleep, getting up in the morning feeling as though I had been just beat up.  These  continued until just after Christmas of this year (which I will talk about later).
    In August of last year, I found myself in a discussion with others.  It is difficult to properly convey this discussion, in part because the part of me that participated seemed to completely understand, whereas this (the physical me) does not.  In this discussion, they had come to me (as they
had come to others I believe) about “we have waited long enough”, I concurred that we had, maybe
too we waited too long, but I knew that we wanted everyone to have every chance possible.  Like other
times, this discussion was not done using words so they do not do a very good job of conveying what had occurred.  And in part because the part of me that understood, is not the part writing this letter.
But I knew afterwards, that we were all asking that was was happening in heaven be delayed from coming to earth until every soul had a chance to decide, to the point that we knew that we had exhausted every possibility of changing (their changing) there direction in life.  It was not that  what
was happening in heaven would now come to earth, but that we were now allowing that which held back this to be removed, so that from this point forward, at any point it may start here.
    In September is when I heard the first horn. I happened around 3 am, when I would typically
wake up as described above.  I live in the country, where it is absolutely quiet at 3am, so the sound was unmistakable.  It did not sound exactly like a horn, I was not sure what exactly it was, but I was sure where it came from.  To this day I am not sure what it was to mean, but I would guess a warning of sorts, I assume there is a part of me that understands and guess that’s what matter.  Later in September,
my curiosity finally got to me and I decided to go onto the internet to see if anyone else had experienced anything like I had.  I knew there were others, because I had been with them.  That was when I became aware of the whole world of watchers, what they had learned and what they had experienced..  As many can remember, there were a lot people calling for the Rapture at anytime, at mid October, the end of October, November, thanksgiving, Christmas and on and on.  This was the 1st time
I became aware that all that I had experienced “might” be about the rapture and/or tribulation.  3 days
after going in the internet for the 1st time, I found myself in a discussion with others (again somewhere
else), they spent a lot time explaining to me all about the rapture, none of which I can remember. 
I ask myself, does that leave believing there will be a Rapture, I don't know. I can surmise that if it was 
a negative, then I would assume the discussion would have been much shorter. But I just don't know.
    October was quiet, but around the 1st part of November, I was told the following, again words
do not do a adequate job of conveying what I heard, but this is pretty close, “he was calling all his spiritual warriors to be ready” not sure if spiritual warrior is the right words.  Not sure if this was for me or something I was allowed to know was happening, but I do know there are others out there that
have heard the same thing.  It was in November that I heard the Horn for the 2nd time, 3am as before.
Still not sure what it means, but I did learn on the internet that it could be a “shofar” can't say I am familiar with them, but once I heard one, I realized the similarity, those this seamed so much deeper
and more resonate.
    In late November I was told something that for a long time (since I thought about writing this
2 months ago) I thought I would not share.  It just seamed odd, and I was not real sure what it meant.
But have since read where others have experienced something similar, so it may not be as odd as I originally figured.  I was told “ that there would be (not sure if it is singular or plural) ones from above
coming to earth in there Light (Glorified) bodies and they would reveal themselves to certain individuals over (the next) 40 days.  I am not sure of the next part, for the meaning is different if left out, for that could mean it is still yet to happen.  I can tell you that no one has revealed themselves to me as of this time, so it may be meant for others.  I was also told “to wait for instructions”, which puzzled me, it was put so plainly and so bluntly, and here I am 3-4 months later still waiting.
    In the 1st part of December I was shown something that is hard to describe (there's something new).. I saw a white square slowly move towards me (all these events, as with this one, usually occurred after laying down in bed, but before falling asleep), inside the white square was a black, what I believe to be a single digit number, for I can no longer clearly remember.  I remember thinking upon seeing the square with whatever was inside it and thinking it is going to happen soon, very soon.
A kind of take your breath away soon.  I have no idea how I knew this, or what it is that will I happen.
It still puzzles me, that part of me that I am not aware that always seems to understand these things.
Well here it is 3-4 months later and no fireworks, so I'm not sure if it has been delayed or it happened but it is not something we are to be aware of.  Just don't have the answers.  This was the last thing I have received, it has been quiet since, though many times I have pleaded for additional signs or answers, nothing. I will add a few things as follows
    Many times I have begged God to release from whatever it is he has asked me to do
Like many others, I just did not think I could keep it up, the night time attacks, all the things in waking life that seamed to be going wrong, the attacks from people I once looked to as friends.  I begged for him just let me give up, I was beyond exhausted.  This would go for a couple of days then I would be (for some reason) drawn back to what others have written and experienced (here and in other places) themselves and I always could find strength in them, enough to carry me forward..  A few days after Christmas, he (the dark one, I don't like to use his name, for he is so repulsive to me) attacked me like no other time, in the past it had always been through dreams, through exaggerating all my regrets, insecurities etc. This time he was right there in the room, I could not see him, and can't tell you how I knew, but he was there, I did not go to sleep till well after 3am, he was relentless in his attacks.  But the odd thing was it just seemed desperate to me, like he did not have much time left and he needed to pull out all the stops.  I did not like it, and it certainly was not fun, but it just did not seem to disturb the core of my being like it had in the past.  A few days later I had a dream, which I won't share now, but in it he was there, just picking on me, taunting me endlessly like he had in the past, and something happened to someone else and it occurred to me that I had had enough, I did not care what he did to me I was going to confront him. (I'm leaving a lot out) I found him in a dark room, an area in which no light could enter.  I could not see so I moved around till I bumped into him.  I remember thinking after finding him, “ good job, now what are you going to do, you really did not fully think this one out”  (pretty darn scared) when he conveyed to me (not told)
“that God had removed him from the heavens and he was banned from the earth, but this was the underworld and the underworld was his, given by God” or something to that effect, kind of odd for a dream.  I remember being left with a feeling that he just wanted me to leave him be, sort like a Mosquito that is constantly bothering you,that you just wish would leave you alone, and I was the Mosquito. The attacks pretty much stopped after this, they still occur now and again, but nothing near what they had before.  Since then most of my dreams have been fairly non-sensible, random, as though the giver of dreams would forget where he was, and would just start up somewhere else.  I feel a lot stronger than I have in the past, though like so many others I feel abandoned, like he was setting me up for something and then changed his mind.  It is all just so far beyond my understanding, but I continue to have faith, all that I have described earlier must be leading to something, but for now I choose to live life like things will go on as there are.  It is so discouraging to see what is happening in the world and how there are so many intent on bringing it all down around us.
    One last thing I would like to share.  The dreams I had the last 3 nights. I usually don't have dreams about coming events or disasters that may coming to this world, I guess that is for others.  But 3 nights ago I had a dream where the sky was very dark and ominous, like I described in the 1st dream,
the air was full of lightning, beyond anything imaginable, I took refuge in an office nearby where I worked (in the dream) until the people working at the office decided that giving what was happening they needed to leave and be home with there families.  I left and went to seek refuge in my office a few spaces down when I was confronted by groups of people, feral people, looking to take or steal whatever they could, I confronted them, but they did not care they just continued on.  The next night
I was having another non-sensible dream as usual when (in the dream) my wife and I felt an earthquake.  (we live on the west coast) As usual I tried to guess the magnitude of the quake and guessed it to be between a 5 and 6.  We then went over to the seismograph (just happen to have one nearby, dreams, go figure), this was not like any seismograph I've seen, it was flat and the horizontal lines were the magnitude and each set of lines was much farther apart then the previous ones, expressing how the magnitude of a 6.0 quake many times greater then a 5.0 etc.  I put my index finger on the graph and followed it starting at 6.0 and moving through 7 and then 8 and through 9, when my
wife asked “can you even survive a 9.0 earthquake” (which just happened), before I could respond the line started moving higher right on through 10.0 and I remember thinking “I did not even know that a 10.0 quake was possible”.  Both of these dreams disturbed me greatly, not sure if they foretell things to come.  I kind of asked God, if I have another one of these tonight (last night) then I will share them when I write this letter, and sure enough in the dream I had before I awoke this morning, I was
in a large city and there had been an extremely large quake and the city was shattered, I was desperately looking for a building substantially built well enough to give me shelter, not only from the quake, but from the roving packs of looters etc.  Now I have requested a lot of things in life and rarely does it seem I get an answer (God gives you what you need, not what you want), so when he answered this one, I felt I needed to share it.