Frank Molver (22 June 2014)
"Our Luis Vega testimony and web site"
This is a really nice web site and a great testimony by Luis
http://www.postscripts.org/testimony.html
I was born into a very poor family in Mexico; dirt floors, outdoor
plumbing. The Mexican Revolution did nothing for us as we were at the
very bottom of the bottom with nothing to gain but for my parents to
leave the country in search for work. Growing up there, our prime
concern was food, clothing and shelter on a daily basis. We would often
worry about going hungry and I would see the effects of alcohol and drug
abuse and immorality in an unbreakable cycle it seemed to be passed on
from one generation to the next. I often would think why the rich people
appeared to have everything go right for them and everything go wrong
for the poor, like me, like us. There was so much injustice and
inequality in that society where money bought power and manipulation of
the people, especially poor people. I became resentful at the rich in
society in general for their exploits of the poor in one sense. I
aspired to become and became more moral and just than rich people. This
is not to say that all who are rich are such.
Growing up in a very religious Roman Catholic culture the commitment was
not real for my parents nor for my society in general. It had no
meaning for me as it was all mindless rituals with no concrete benefit
tangible to the plight of one’s spiritual or economic condition or that
of the society’s. I would observe people go to religious services, and
the next day see them sin just as much as the non-religious people in
how they spoke, thought and acted; great, a religion of no difference.
Moreover as a youth, I was forbidden to have a Bible by the clergy and
much less read it and LORD forbid interprets it without needing a
Priest. The Mass was said in Latin if I recall.
There was such hypocrisy and anger of those supposed to educate and lead
from that religion that if turned me far from wanting to be involved
with such a ‘GOD’ that only sought to discipline you for just trying. I
did not want to be involved or associated with that religious system
that did not give me the answers of the longing in heart and soul of
inner peace and purpose. I became resentful of religion in general that I
saw was just to control the masses, an opiate of the people. Religion
had no power to change people, only control them. I aspired to not be a
hypocrite as I became more religious than those religious people without
having a religion. This is not to say that all Roman Catholics are
misguided as in all facets of a ‘religion’ there are a myriad of levels
of discernment but I have come to believe that the Roman Catholic
institution, at the core is a false and usurper of the True Gospel of
Jesus Christ as are all others such as Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism
(philosophy) and the like.
Our family had to immigrant to the USA to survive. I had difficulty
adjusting to the new ways of life; a different nation, language and
culture and we ended up in a desert. My family were immigrant farm
workers and growing up, we worked in the fields every opportunity we
had. We lived in a trailer and It was hard work; working long hours from
before sun-up and after sundown during weekends and vacation times. We
would often miss portions of school as education was not valued and
beginning late or ending early from a schools year to return to Mexico
was more important. Our growing up years consisted of a split
personality of going back and forth between 2 nations, 2 languages, 2
cultures 2 societies and neither fitting in either nor being accepted by
any completely. It was not fair; but I had no power to change my
situation. I became resentful of my parents for uprooting us and
transplanting us as if without concern. I vowed not to become like my
parents but became fair and better than they in decrement and that the
pursuit of riches was not what was going to fill my inner most longings
of my soul.
We lived in a very remote and isolated farm in the dusty hot San Joaquin
Valley of California. We had few friends or things to do as any
‘civilization’ was at least 10 or 30 miles away, as was the schools we
were bused to every day. It was at this time that in school we were
studying ancient civilizations and world dictators and it enthralled me.
I sensed that such people like Hitler, Stalin, Mao, these Christ
figures had real power to change the circumstances of life and their
society, for the better I idealistically believed. There was a magnetism
that attracted me to such. That is what I wanted and longed for, such
were the answer, an Anti or an instead of Christ figure because at that
point there was no Jesus Christ to speak of although He was there all
along.
For a country research project in the 7th grade, I chose the Soviet
Union and wrote to their embassy in Washington DC to obtain material to
read and maps to pinup in my room. Long story short, I would receive
boxes of books and material and I became a believer and advocate of
Soviet Communism, in the middle school mind you. It was enough to draw
attention and have a visit by CIA agents to our school because of all
this mail going out of the Soviet Embassy that no doubt they were
tracking as it was still the Cold War era. They were shocked to find
this 13 year staunched Communist living out there in the middle of
nowhere reading Lenin and Marx and telling others about the New Soviet
Man, the Utopia that can be obtained on Earth, etc.
To me it gave me an identity and an aspiration that youth at that age
crave for and seek, in most cases nowadays in the wrong places. It was
also a defense mechanism as all that missing school really hurt my
development of language. As we are not schooled in Mexico and often
missed school in the States, learning a language became problematic. I
lagged in language proficiency skills and had a mild case of dyslexia on
top of that. In those days, prior to ESL, English as a Second Language
program, one would be put in what was called the retarded class for
special education students, thus students would make fun of me for being
‘stupid’ and developmentally slower than usual.
By this time, I was in secondary school. A teacher who was Christian
took note of me and wanted to know why I had all this resentment and
anger at the world and why I was a Communist. I knew he was a Christian
because he took his Bible to school and had it on his desk that he would
read before the school day started. It was novel and something I had
not observed in the other teachers. This was in those days that one
could have a Bible in class and not be banned. How sad. I told him that I
was different, that I was more moral, just, good and better that what
the world and society had to offer and I wanted no part in that. In turn
I was going to change the world, by force if necessary because of such
philosophies as Communism that worked in the Soviet Union where there
was no poor, no need and everyone belonged, was accepted and everyone
was equal! :).
Challenging him, I asked if his Christianity could do better than that
and if the Bible had anything to say about such inequalities and racism
in the US for example or how migrant farm workers could not get breaks
during their work day? (As it was the case back then). Although it is
not in all cases with all Americans and circumstances, we would often
encounter racism going back and forth from Mexico as we would be denied
hotels rooms and had to sleep in the car or truck as I would remember a
man telling my dad at the hotel counter, …’We don’t have rooms available
for Mexican or dogs.’ I felt ashamed and belittled and bad for my Dad
as well.
I not only had to content with being less than and racism in Mexico as
people in other countries are just as racist, but also a 2nd class
citizen and racism in this country too? So I couldn’t wait for the
Soviets to march in and take over the USA. I asked the Christian teacher
if the Bible had any solutions to the world’s problems. He asked me if I
would like to find out and study or look into what the Bible had to say
about why the society, religion, the family and countries have these
problems. I believed it would have been futile as I had a background in
religion, so I thought at the age of 12.
Taking his challenge, we met in the woodshop class during lunch staring
sometime in the Fall Semester of my 8th grade year. After several weeks
of studying the Bible with the teacher, he made me understand very
important truths; that I was no better than the rich, a bad family, a
bad religion or a bad nation. He did speak from the Bible and I was
curious because since Mexico, I had not seen one so to have him read it
and without a Priest prohibiting him, it was amazing to me. So I opened
up as I was curious to see what the Bible was all about anyway.
But I asked, what is so special about Jesus Christ? Why not Buddha, or
Mohammed?... The Teacher replied, think about this Luis.... GOD, the
Creator of all the Heavens, Earth and Humanity, the most powerful and
richest One known, became a man, was born into a poor family, was
rejected by the religious of his day, was rejected by his own family and
nation in the end.. but He overcame the circumstances. The secret to
His triumph in His life was that He was enabled by the power of the Holy
Spirit, humility and obedience to GOD’s will for His life. Moreover,
Christ promised not only to re-light our spirits and save our soul but
to give a new heart, body and a clean slate and inner peace because He
now has all Power and Authority due to His resurrection. He is able to
transform and transmit that power to those that surrender to Him, no
matter now sinful and despite how good, moral or religious level one has
achieved.
Moreover, unlike the Hitlers and Stalins, the AntiChrists that Lucifer
offers humanity, Jesus promises to share that power, authority as a
privilege to co-rule the Universe with Him one day… So yes, Christianity
topped Communism. Ok, I was interested. But I did not want a religion; I
saw what does to people. What I came to find out that Jesus does not
what religious people either but it is a personal relationship with the
Living GOD, Creator.
The studies made me see that the Bible declares that “we”/I was part of
the problem. The problem is our “heart”; that we need a new heart. That
it is impossible for us to change our heart no matter how sincere,
religious or hard we try; It is something that the rich cannot buy, that
religion cannot teach you, that a family cannot give you, or that a
country cannot guarantee you. The Bible declares that Jesus said that it
is only through Him that a New Creation, a new Mankind can be obtained.
I learned that the Bible declares that we all have a sinful nature,
meaning that we are born sinners…. Some are good and some are bad
sinners but that all need salvation because the eternal state of one’s
soul for all eternity is in the balance. …I knew this inherently within
my spirit as I contemplated the meaning of life from an early age. I
knew of ‘Jesus’ but only from pictures and paintings but he was not
‘personal’. I was introduced to the Jesus Christ of the Bible that not
only is able to change the heart condition in our lives by giving us a
new heart as a gift; a clean slate, free to us but that it cost the life
and blood of Christ to buy that for us…but beyond that, He bestows
gifts, honor, and an inheritance, riches for all eternity that cannot be
stolen or destroyed.
The studies made me understand that only Christ has the power to change a
society, a religion, a family or a nation; but that it needed to start
with me. Moreover, that if I did not respond to the offer of Christ, I
would suffer the consequence of Eternal Death, that is eternal
separation from true life of the Creator, no matter how good I was or
how much I changed myself even by being ‘religious’.
The studies made me understand that to receive a new heart it did not
depend on my efforts or how good or bad I was, but on the work of Christ
on the Cross. All I had to do is see my real need for forgiveness of my
sins and ask for this free gift of Eternal Life – the very life of
Jesus Christ that could only transform my heart by that same indwelling
power of the Holy Spirit that is available, free of charge.
On the Passover season in the spring, our studies in the woodshop class
made me realize that in fact it was the Jewish Carpenter, Jesus of
Nazareth that was working and fashioning me in his carpenter shop. The
teacher invited me to pray and ask Christ to come into my heart and have
Him be LORD and Savior of my life. I genuinely was wanting to. I had
heard no better deal and it was an offer too good to refuse. I said yes
and the teacher led me in an invitation prayer to Jesus to be my Lord
and Savior in that woodshop room on April 9, 1980 around Noon.
I decided and prayed to accept Christ into my heart and I knew that this
personal relationship with Jesus Christ was effective and real because
it changed my thoughts and perspectives almost immediately. I had a
peace in my spirit and no more malice or anger toward the world, my
family, or nations. This new commitment in life gave me meaning and
purpose; it also put things in the world in perspective and it had
answered many questions (I still have some). All the resentment for
people in society, the religious, my family and nations was taken away
and replaced with genuine love and compassion for those I would not
naturally have love for.
From that point on, I made a commitment to continually learn, serve and
live for Jesus Christ 1st and tell other about Him; that only in Christ
can you be transformed. The teacher gave me my first Bible and the first
portion I read was how it was all going to end, thus Eschatology. I
read Revelation and Daniel first. I realized that I too like a young
Daniel was uprooted from this familiar surroundings and taken to a
different nation where we had to speaker a different language and
perhaps was made fun of as he was considered a 2nd class citizen,
neither belonging to there nor here. Yet the LORD revealed to him when
the timing of the Messiah was to occur. He was made administrator to the
world empires that affected the LORD’s people in Iraq and Iran at the
time. Also that he was going to be tested and tried even to the very end
of his life.
It was from the Book of Revelation that the LORD gave me my Life
Promises, or marching orders and terms of condition for His service in
my commissioning. I received 3 promises that are available to the
Overcomers but they were specific to my calling in life. They were and
are the blueprint of my life and the have defined my life. The Teacher
and I continued to meet afterward for discipleship and until the school
year ended. I went off to high school still another 30 miles farther
away and hardly ever saw him again after that. Within a year I found out
that he had moved on and have lost contact with him ever since. He did
forewarn me that from my own family and friends, there was going to be
mocking and ridicule and opposition in the world because of the
Testimony to Jesus. This came true. Throughout my Journey of Faith in
Christ, there was going to be a lot of heartache and disappointment in
people and from people loved the most.
For example, when I told my parents that I became a Christian and later
on started to make decisions to serve Jesus and not pursue what was
expected of me, a job, a wife, fame, fortune...my family had a hard time
understanding this and accepting my decisions... It got to the point
later on when because of my service and decision for Christ that I was
asked to leave the house. For a period of time I was estranged from my
very own family because of my decisions in life for Christ. I realized
that it become true that through much suffering and sorrow would one
inter the Kingdom. I has been bitter-sweet. Even as with Christ, in the
case of His very own Disciples, the ones you love the most end up
leaving you because of wanting to live for Christ, it has come at a high
cost.
I went to a university without the support of my family, friends or
counselors at my high school that would railroad minority student to
vocational schools instead. I had to fight to get college preparatory
classes needed to even be eligible to apply to universities. Once I did
get to college, I got involved with the Navigators campus ministry as it
is one of the greatest opportunities to minister for Christ on the
campuses although it is getter hostile. I have primarily been involved
in campus ministries and church college and career ministries. I have
worked in higher education for that very reason although it has cost me
promotions. I have also been involved in outreach to the Spanish
speaking communities.
My commitment to live and serve Christ has given me opportunities to
reach out to the rich and poor, I have talked to people of many
religions, my family relationships have been improved and I have been to
many nations telling them about Jesus Christ. Over the years, a small
Bible Study has even started and continues to this day in the very place
we came from in Mexico as many now in my extended family have also made
commitments for Jesus Christ.
I also actually got a chance to do a missions trip to the Soviet Union
in 1990 when it so happened that due to its philosophy of Communism, it
collapsed.
I ventured into the heart of the Soviet Paradise and Utopian capital
only to find a Gotham City, grey and full of people aimlessly walking
around as empty shells, soulless. I saw the effects first hand of what
Communist Materialism does to the soul of a human because it denies the
spiritual and thus neglects the spirit and soul of a human dynamic. Thus
there were only 2 lines that people stood for to get commodities from
the state, bread and vodka. I was here when it happened and was able to
share and relate to some the hope that one had from one former Communist
to another of a better deal, the better plan in Jesus Christ; of the
New Man in Christ that no matter how rich or poor you are, no matter
what religion you are, no matter what family you were born into, no
matter what nation you are from one has to ultimately consider Jesus
Christ as either a "Liar, a Lunatic or LORD."
I invite you to consider Jesus Christ as LORD to receive a new heart, a
new life, a new destiny; receive Christ as Savior to save your eternal
soul and life today by realizing your deepest heart need is to be
forgiven of sin and make a commitment to change. It is an exchange, an
Old Creation for the New Creation. Thereafter to live a life by Jesus’
power living in you learning, knowing and doing the will of GOD. Jesus
promises that to those that come to Him. He promised that He will return
one day to Resurrect and Rapture us into Glory to be with GOD the
Creator for all Eternity as the Bible declares.
Psalm 27