Bonnie,
Have you been reading my mind?  I couldn't have said it any better.  I have everything going for me right now, yet I want to go Home so badly I cry about it some days.  

Nothing here thrills me anymore...I just want to see my Lord and Savior and Friend, Jesus.

You're not alone in your feelings.  Check out this site and you'll find many of us here are feeling the exact same way:

www.raptureintheairnow.com

Lovingly