Clay,

    All I can say is that you definitely have my attention like perhaps a magnet.  There's a strong pull to read your post because I KNOW it's of and from God!  You have a Special Gift and thank you for sharing it.  Only by His interpretation do I get it.  Feeling compelled to read is like waiting for an Epiphany.  The only way I can somewhat relate is when I  paint and end up with a mixture of color in oils or acrylics on canvas which looks like a mess.  The harder I try the worse it gets!  It's when I stop trying and let God, There it is!

 God truly is a  Mathematician!  Not me!  My talent is in art I think.  I love to paint anyway!    Mary