I am going to attempt to make this post as brief as possible.

Whenever I read posts like Randy's and Jean's (a day or so ago); I find myself weeping half way through.  All I think about is heaven, the Rapture, Jesus, going Home.  Patience has not ever been a problem with me in the past.  Anticipated dates have come and gone and I have been "ok" with it knowing God's timing is perfect.

Seems like things have changed.  I watched a youtube series on WWII soldiers and POWs coming back to the States after their tour of duties.  It is sprinkled with scenes of soldiers breaking into tears at the sight of the coastline or dropping to their knees and kissing the ground.  I ponder if this will be how I will be; weeping and dropping to the ground to kiss the feet of our precious Saviour.  These songs breaks me up everytime:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvaonUR8L5Y

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvaonUR8L5Y

Not that I am that great of a soldier - many have done so much more.  I just want to go home; I don't want to "occupy" anymore, and am ashamed I have lost my patience.  Jesus forgive me.

Should end my self-inflected pity party.  But please Jesus come and get us.  I am so tired of this place.

Your Sister in Christ - Bonnie M.