I am so concerned about being right before the Lord I am in anguish! I got into a situation that to work out a solution I had to compromise how setting up the answer was done. Everyone is happy but me. I had a picture of someone grinning at me on the wall the whole time! I had just visited my dying uncle and well walked into this. I even figured out today like I could not think yesterday how I might have done it differently but I called everyone went off their input. No one cares but I do I cannot take this world trying to constantly trick us to follow it and compromise with it. I want to go home with Jesus. No one understands this and in the world its not even on the radar. To me it's all I care about! I am worried as the dates drag by I have figured out a solution moving forward if this happens again and found out I could not have done it the way I thought I could anyway. I cannot undo it but now my joy is gone! I see three dates July 4th-5th God said its all over except the fireworks! It's a Thursday look at Elliot's post yesterday, the 9th of AV, and Rosh Hoshanna! Guys look at Syria I do not think we have that long I was trying to keep my dress clean! Plead pray for my heart! I am working out my salvation with fear and trembling no one wants to see my anguish at anything Jesus had to suffer for in me! Please pray Jesus will forgive my walk yesterday and clean me up and fix my heart! I can only see a path to go forward in rightousness! Please I see the fourth of July everyone saying peace and security then the rapture I think it's then!