I had a bad dream last night a woman bitter because she had not got married her groom hung by my signature sun I had to die to. I think it means we have to die to what we are nailed to here on the cross or it will keep us from being married the bride. Godly sorrow repentance ssl action bride worldly sorrow sin and death! Don't be bitter die to what's keeping you from the marriage let your heart be cleaned by Jesus and love Him more then the world! I had a row with the spouse because she wants to do the bathroom and kitchen. I have been going along but trying not to focus on it. Of course I think how close we are to the firworks and I am fixing what is broken replacing what needs to be trying not to think of my desires clothes etc. I mentioned the cost of doing this and she got mad and said fine She would not. Then I said I really do not care about the money I Just was adding it its all vanity anyway and got in Dutch for that. I really think I don't want my house torn up and all this chaos keeping me from looking or her up! But I cannot argue well you said this was a possible date and we are still here. It's Mary and martha Mary is on her knees to Jesus trying to listen and understand Martha is cooking dinner! If Jesus were around for years Martha would be as right as Mary if time was short every word was important Jesus was the priority. Time is short no matter what I say the emmity is that I am a constant reminder I don't think we will be here long or want to be here so the rapture and watching and praying is paramount. Those that are not seeing the breadcrumbs or immersing in the word do not see the urgency. Anything I say comes back to Jesus is coming soon as a justification that annoys. I told her to go to God in faith and to do what she believes is right just do not entangle me! I went perch fishing last night to get fish for my sister before she goes got 30 perch. But I had that bed dream and feel I did not enjoy it I keep seeing 9:27 and stuff! I saw a license plate today YGW3160! Your God Will save! It was a message I needed to hear one all watching do! I made peace with my wife apologized I cannot change my watching but cannot force upon her what I see. Pray for the peace of jerusalem pray for the Martha's and Mary's!