I have seen my father in laws and fathers life blow away like ashes in the wind their possessions to be picked over by bargain hunters and their properties sold. I see friends working themselves into the ground for their kids college fund or a week vacation taking the life from them. I see myself subjected to this world telling me what's important and the bible telling me it leads to my death that unless indie to myself I cannot live! The world is dying its vanity it's under wrath it's condemned it substitutes religion for faith and traditions for belief and it runs you around like a rat until you die then it replaces you but when you realize this and try to die to it and live through Jesus and focus on heavenly and spiritual things the world your friends loved ones even church shuts you out from them they do not want to hear the truth that this world is just a distraction leading to death and condemnation and that you have to hate this life and your flesh this world to truly focus on the truth our only hope is to mortify through the spirit the world in us and live through Christ in us. We cannot follow the world and ChrIst we cannot please the world and Christ! Jesus is coming the world is trying to pretend he's not! I don't want to be here any longer I am surrounded by people who do not see the truth and are walking in the lie dying defending it to their death and trying to take me with them I do not want to go but there is no where to run or hide I am trying to seperate but they seek me out! I love my family and the fact is the church does not teach dying to this world or purifying yourself to be a ready bride they don't teach Jesus is coming that's why so few understand to win Christ to be his bride you have to lose at life your desires lusts and wants are what keeps bribing you to go along the wide death road not the narrow path that leads to life Jesus is coming its the only hope we have to be going when he does! What else matters?