Dear John and fellow doves,

  
     The prophecies about the Supreme Court Justices seem to be coming true. Mark the fireman said "one would die, one would retire, and three would be caught up in a scandal, totaling 5 for President Trump to replace". This could change our nation for 40 years or more if the Lord tarries and if the Lord's willing.
    On more of a personal note, almost 3 years ago I was diagnosed with ocular melanoma that resulted in e nucleation (my right eye being removed), but the pathologist report showed no cancer in the optic nerve, any surrounding tissue, any veins or arteries, and a full body scan showed zero cancer. This was a great great thing to hear because the ocular  oncologist was sure beyond a shadow of a doubt that it had spread through my body because of the size of the tumor. This was the first obvious miracle, so it was like getting a reprieve from death. Then not too long ago around the 1st of April my appetite started dwindling. I went from eating one meal a day to a half a day and finally to only clear water. I talked to my friend Neil Russell who wrote Newton's Riddle, and because of the timeline we decided that it must be the bad lettuce scare his wife had just went through. He said you know?, she was over it in x amount of time, give yourself a couple more weeks. Well it made perfect sense to both of us. Then  it went to no food for 30 days and then 60 days and it was only clear water. I finally said "I've got to go to the emergency room and find out what's wrong, I can't continue like this" so they did a full body CAT scan with the dye because of my melanoma pass and I lit up like a Christmas tree. I didn't have anything in my stomach but I had a 19 mm tumor between my liver and my stomach, another 5 mm on my liver with multiple spots, a 7 mm in my upper right lung, and a couple spots on my head 1.4 mm, not the brain but the scalp, and my lymph nodes were just covered. So the doctor, she even fighting tears as she was telling me this. I asked her what stage  she said "I can't tell you, I'm not an oncologist, but it's not good and I would say upper numbers." My physician diagnosed me the next day as terminal with less than 6 months. When I went to see the oncologist I asked him if he was familiar with President Trump's new bill for terminal people to get any alternative treatments that they want.  I then asked him about former President Jimmy Carter who had melanoma on his liver and his brain and was cancer-free after treatment for 30 days. Then the oncologist said "that's because he had skin melanoma" and I said "no it was in his brain and liver" and then the doctor told me "yes but it originated as Skin melanoma and because yours originated as ocular melanoma, your type of melanoma doesn't respond to any known treatment."  I do now ask for prayer Above All Things fellow doves.  I believe that I have started on a couple protocols that the Lord led me to through fellow ministry partners Susie Hoppert, Neil Russell, Cathy Dunson, Kenneth Beer,Bruce Van Natta, and Mark Biltz.I have now already started eating 4 days ago. Its not much but more than the 800 calorie starvation level and I've even had nine hundred and even 1100 on certain days. I believe the Lord has also led me to a sugar free diet called the keto because sugar is the food source of cancer. Then one of the final protocols was to get my pH levels up above the 7.5 level. I'm at 8.5 now.

    You can't have a great testimony without a great test so I'm in the fight of my life for my life with the biggest giant I've ever faced.  I'm confident that healing is coming. My brother Neil Russell gave me a verse to stand on: Psalms 118:17 "I shall live and not die to proclaim the word of the Lord"

I quote this out loud multiple times a day. I now know if there was any fence walking or sins that so easily beset me, that we struggle not against flesh and blood but against principalities and wickedness in high places, that I am more attentive to what those areas in my life are.There is a good friend of mine Susie Bell from California who is a ministry and prayer partner of mine. She was speaking to the Lord when we were on the phone listening to some worship music and she heard the Lord's voice. He has spoken like this to her many times over the three and a half years I've known her. Earlier this year when Susie was driving home from work, she was lamenting as she was so exhausted and tired that she was crying out to The Lord  "How can I go on like this, I'm so tired I can barely drive, What am I going to do?"  She's been there over 21 years. Then she heard the Lord's voice and He said "We are retiring you this year" She said "really? This year" and He repeated it back to her but prefaced it with "yes indeed". She was surprised He said We and believes He was referring to The Father.
   She most always clarifies what voice she's hearing with "is this my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who died in the flesh for me?" and He'll say "yes indeed it is I Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior who died in the flesh for you", and then she continues. So the other night when we were listening to worship music she asked Him again "Lord I don't mean to have a lack of faith, did You really say  Your going to retire me this year, will it be a calendar year or do I have to go back in August ? and He said "you'll see, wait and see." with a smile in His voice. and they talked about a few other things that were private and she finally got around to me because she didn't want to hear the wrong answer. She said "are You going to take my friend Chuck to Heaven or  Lord are you going to heal him?" The Lord responded and said "I'm not taking Chuck to Heaven yet" and she said "are You going to heal him then?" and He said "yes I'm going to heal him, like you he has suffered many losses and he deserves a win."  I know that she never said anything like this when I was struggling for 2 years about my eye and I know that He has spoken to her a few times like this. So it was very good to hear it. She actually was afraid to get the answer, not knowing what it would be.This doesn't mean I don't need all the doves praying for me. I'm just so humbled by the different Ministries and individuals that are praying and fasting for me. Neil Russell gave the phone number of Bruce Van Natta who was on the Sid Roth show of few weeks ago and he called me back to pray for me. Mark Biltz's church is audibly praying for me every week, I'm just so humbled by everyone and the different ministries that are praying and fasting for me. Neill said every time he gets hungry, he prays for me and others even set their alarm to go off and pray at different times.
    May God bless you and I will keep you posted on the Lord's progress in my life and any Revelations that the Lord feels free to give me concerning the Rapture and His soon coming.
Agape
Charles Holler Sr