Hi Patty,
Thank you for your kind words. For the last 10 months, I have felt like the Lord was literally bringing to life the Scriptures to me. Sometimes it felt like they were jumping out of the pages and coming to life right before my eyes. So, if I've helped to bring the Bible to life to you, it's because the Lord has been bringing it to life to me! His Word truly is living and active and sharper than any double edged sword! And it's so important to hide His Word in our hearts, so that He can bring it to life when it's needed.

Over the last 10 months, the Lord has been giving me pieces to a puzzle. Each time He gives me a piece, it appears to be the final piece of the puzzle. He does not give me the next piece until the date comes that He has pointed me to. Once the date comes, then He gives me the next piece. So, everytime I get a piece, I always think it's the final piece of the puzzle and everything points to that particular date as the end of the puzzle. I'm finally starting to understand that I must never assume that it's the final piece and must try to say things like, "I think" or "I believe" instead of saying "this is it".  That's so hard for me to do because I know that the Lord is pointing me to a particular date and I'm not just guessing at dates for the Rapture, as most people assume that I am. Every single piece of the puzzle that the Lord has given to me over the last 10 months is an important part of the puzzle, but it just wasn't the end, or the last piece.

I know that part of this has to do with purifying me and letting me walk through fire over and over, getting rid of any fear of man in my life. But I believe it also has to do with the Lord helping people to find my website and my YouTube Channel so that I have a bigger audience. At the moment, I have over 1300 subscribers on YouTube and more being added everyday. That's pretty amazing when I only signed up for YouTube about 10 months ago! I know that one of the dates that the Lord points me to is going to be the last piece of the puzzle, and I truly believe that Oct 27/28, 2013, is it. However, I've thought that at least 8 times in the last 10 months, so I must say that I don't have a good track record for knowing when it's the final piece of the puzzle! :)

The Lord gave me the first piece of the puzzle way back in December 2000, and then He did not give me the next piece for over 11 years, until August 31, 2012. For the last 11 years, I have felt like I was walking in the dark, not trusting His voice or His leading, feeling that He had somehow deceived me, wanting to trust, but not knowing how. The last 10 months have been Jesus giving me one piece at a time, and then when the date comes and nothing happens, He says, "Do you still trust Me?" He's been teaching me to trust Him again, one step at a time, slowly but surely. I am now back in the place in my life where I am very confident in His leading and trust Him completely. I feel strong in my spirit and my faith in Him and His voice is stronger than ever.

Anyway, what I wanted to share with you is that I had written to John Tng about 2 months ago and had assured him that I finally had the last piece of the puzzle and that I would not write again to Fivedoves because I know so many must be tired of me pointing to dates and then nothing happens. So, I asked if he would please post my one final post to Fivedoves. Of course, the Lord then gave me another piece of the puzzle when the date came and went, but I am a person of my word and because I had told him that it would be my last post to Fivedoves, I felt completely bound by what I had said unless he released me from what I had said and felt that something I would write to him would be worth posting. This is why I only wrote a letter to him, because I know he is a faithful watchman and that he deserved to know what the Lord was showing to me. I did not expect him to post the letter on Fivedoves as it was just meant for him, but in doing so, I believe he was letting me know that it is OK for me to continue posting on Fivedoves if the Lord is showing something to me.

Wow, this is really turning into a book! I mostly just wanted to thank you for your very kind words and bless all of the wonderful people on Fivedoves and thank you all for your incredible patience with me and please forgive me if I have wronged any of you or let you down in any way. Everything I have ever written was always written for those left behind, to try to help them see how the Scriptures pointed to a particular date so that they might turn to Christ and be saved during the Great Tribulation. I'm not trying to get anyone's hopes up for a certain day to be the rapture, I just want to fulfill what the Lord told me I was to do 12 years ago, which was to write something that would help save millions of people from the coming deception.

Blessings,
Renee

Dear Renee Moses,

I have always enjoyed everything you have ever posted on Five Doves.  I do not understand why great writers like yourself feel like you have to "go away" and not post anymore...

No one...and I mean NO ONE...has EVER brought a book of the Bible to life for me the way you did with the Book of Esther.  I treasure everything you ever wrote about it.  Your commentary, and the pictures...transported me into a different place and time.  How I loved it.

It grieves me to think that people such as yourself feel the need to "go away" and not post anymore.  I hope and pray that is not the case...

I just want to go on record to tell you that I have appreciated all your work, everything that you have written.  As I said, no one has ever brought a book of the Bible to life for me, the way you did.

God bless you, Renee Moses.

YsiChrist,

Patty RP