Nicole,

You had written:

"Since I came out of the gay community I can attest that just walking up to someone and saying to repent, it actually makes you appear crazy.   A person who is totally all black, it is like throwing bleach in their eyes and it is painful.   And unless the holy spirit is upon the person urging them, most of the time they will get angry and reject it because the message is so painful.   And so being on the other side it was more impressive to me someone who could deal with me, show me kindness and also live by example.   Anyways so in my dream I took this and asked myself, how would I look to my past self?"

You had written about yourself, in earlier letters, where you spoke of your suffering and tribulation. I was really moved by that.

Now you have also shared this, as well.

Nicole,

You have such a powerful & encouraging testimony! I'm very amazed how the LORD has used you.

It would seem that the LORD knew all along that you would go through all those things, and even protected you through it.

It would also appear that he allowed all that, so that he would be able to use you in a very unique & special way.

What a great & wonderful LORD we have!

Thank you for being willing to share your testimony, like you have,

May the LORD bless you & continue to use you in the ways that he has prepared you for,

Gino