As I look at the news with an already stricken heart it's almost more then I can bare trains planes and autos crashing fires and floods everywhere. God is trying to get people to wake up and not live for their lives here but their future life in Heavan for those called to believe and to do according to His will.

I cannot find joy or peace in fishing anymore and I am not catching alot if fish. But I always end up with some by the Lords provision.

People come up and say we caught these they are not going to mAie it we don't eat them do you. Yes thank you. The first mate pitied me and my one fish I repent of pitying myself and gave me what he caught enough for a meal for two. Please bless Him Jesus.

I am trying to pull the root of bitterness out that stuck when I saw my child slip at the monkey bars. I read a bear book to calm last night and he made fun of it calling it stupid.

I told Him God says the same things in the bible and Hes not the s word and my child freaked saying He did not call God the s word.

I provide so much comfort feeding bathing etc and end it by trying to teach a positive lesson and provoke my child to upset.

Perfectly fine today my heart still sore. I try and warn others Jesus is coming they say we have been hearing that for years well Noah had 120 we have had a few.

I truly understand that our hearts have to become as children because as these things occur adults either say we will rebuild or say where was God when they made it so God could not be there.

Children immediately cry out for their parents when hurt come to them when afraid and thank them when given a gift. They know all that they have or ever will comes from their parents. Their parents !had them. Their parents need to know all they have comes from God.

Lord I am seeing all these signs can I come to you as a child. That is Repentace. I am trying to take the logs out of my eyes. I want to be a child again this adult stuff way overrated.

Wow 5.1 EQ Red Sea as I am typing if that's not a sign! Nando what's the probability. Simply God knew I would be sitting here broken hearted typing this.

I thought when God this morning and saw two doves flying away never see doves! Two doves mmm?

I agree with Nicole we cannot prepare for the tribulation. We can prepare if an event occurs prior to provide for our family and neighbors.

How can I witness when the adult way is see the train derailing and go on the children stop and run to their parents.

Now is the time to say Abba Father!