Nicole....
 
I feel the same way...........and have had those same thoughts and hopes over the past few years....and at least some of the same anxieties.....and challenges as well....... So, my heart goes out to you after such a heart-felt post!
 
I appreciated your comments:
I want to go!  I want it now!   No more waiting!
I don't want to watch anymore.  I want the event.
 
I couldn't agree MORE!!!
 
But I've told myself (and others) for a few years now.......  we can't make God's date for the Rapture happen EARLIER....nor can we make it happen LATER....it WILL HAPPEN on God's date....no matter HOW MUCH we want it to happen TODAY!!
 
 
The good news (at least for my "watching") is that I think we are more NEAR than FAR....from the Rapture.
I am looking at 7 weeks from now, during Rosh Hashanah....mid Sept...and I DO HOPE I AM RIGHT !!
 
The current state of the world, with ALL of it problems......makes me hope the Rapture is....SOON.
 
Best wishes.........
 
TICK TOCK......
YFIC,
Randy