Oh..Mike your words & compassion bleeding from your heart are identical to how I have been feeling of late. I was in prayer last night with the same anguished cry. I feel so weak with each passing day & the burden of the lost is getting heavier & heavier. But I welcome it knowing he will strengthen me soon. There is personal attacks from believers & non believers...they think we are all nuts. I guess that part doesnt bother me as much. Its the terrible grief I feel for those who cant see or wont see. Thank you for posting words & feelings that seem to be straight from my heart. My brother It will all be over soon. Just keep slow & steady  & breathe in the strength of the Holy Spirit.   
                               shalom  Karen