Nicole I have been studying buble prophecy since coming out of the water reborn in 1996! I have as many others been called to watch and warn over the past four years and intently for over a year! My family was catholic non practicing Protestant wife's side! Seriously I tried to warn and have tried to tell others every day well trying to pull the logs from my eyes! The church is not warning or watching give a blank stare when you say Jesus is coming in most! They recite no man knows the day or the hour or being born again but tell you not to preach at them when you say we are to come out from among the world and be holy! Seperate not perfect except through Jesus blood! See the fact is people substitute church on Sunday and religion for faith and rending the heart! It is too hard to live like Jesus easier to believe Jesus died for them! He did but so they could be free of thier past to Live for Him from now on! The church does not teach watching and obedience our of love. So when they see everyone else Christian living their lives not watching and warning we are the ones who must have it wrong! The narrow road is to keep watchimg and following Jesus to keep confessing your sins working out your salvation in fear and trembling! I get yelled at told to stop saying the same thing over and over! TV is really mass manipulation and sports and movies and every entertainment is a distraction from seeking Jesus first and everyone is ever learning but not coming to the truth! I am battered being in the world I am so trying to take the logs out of my eyes and warn! This heat wave is not natural it's a warning! But I have to work each day and get so many traps thrown in front of me I cannot say oh their traps I am tired of being. Hider and forced to focus and do things the worlds way when it's all a deception! I look around me and realize truly no one understands what's coming I can tell them to there face and they blink and just go on with whatever I am truly seeking the five doves site every day as a reality check for my sanity! People I would like to think your more family in spirit then anyone else! I am in terrible anguish at having to meet financial goals at work and each situation was and has been a compromise or trial nightmare and all I can think is Jesus is coming I want to concentrate on Him and purify my self I keep getting stuck in the mud! I am praying and hoping to see you all in heavan I have tried as hard as I can to watch wait warn pray study and crucify my flesh! I pray for Jesus blood to cover me and clean me until he comes! It's about the heart are you waiting for your groom or fooling around with the world until He comes! I am in the world I went fishing yesterday and rode a surrey just to not go nuts inside watching everyone watch tv inside! I am not perfect but I am sorry for my sins I am trying to do what Jesus leads me to I am warning and watching out of love and trembling and fear! Taking the bible as written how could anyone do other? Answer they have never read it nor read it and seek the truth they rely on what others tell them as long as its soothing to their ears! All else is attacked! I was called out of the UMC church they are uniting with the catholic church ecumenically and they are supporting Palastine! I never signed a membership card! I went there fifteen years! I am truly a red pill in a blue koolaid world hoping for my savior and Lord to come! I am truly alone in a world full of people who want me to follow them and the worlds ways not Jesus but if I have a choice I choose Him! Please pray for me Doves that I have the oil I need until He comes and that I will we all will be lifted out of the pit!