You reach a point and I have where you realize the sheer totality of the lie most of this world is walking in and not wanting to be awaken out of! You realize that the bible is coming true because you were called by God baptized with the holy spirit began to be sanctified by His grace and His word became a lamp unto your feet and a glaring truth that the person who was not studying the bible trying to crucify the flesh through the spirit and watching did not see the world as amiss or a lie. They get caught up in its path and blindly stumble forward and for other generations could live their whole life and die with all the toys and seem a success! The problem was the bible said the last generation would be the one that saw Israel come back after two thousand years a generation is about 70 years! Add that to 1948 and you get 2018 we are close! Why is not the entire Christian church on their knees praying for the return of Jesus to save them in the rapture? It's because many denominations deny the literal word of God! Revelations is allahorical, it already occurred, the kingdom is here on Earth we are to make it, what? Or they just avoid the nasty subjects like the tribulation. They also may teach hey just believe and you will go so why worry! They ignore the command to watch and pray, they ignore these commands to patiently wait and overcome. The greatest pastor Spurgeon said if you don't teach the law no one will understand the need for grace! I have come to the point where I absolutely have no confidence in the flesh the work of my hands to save me! I do not just mean salvation believe on Jesus is an active walk! I mean there is no way to physically survive the tribulation coming our only hope is a last minute thief in the night rescue! Remember Jesus said the goodman of the house if he watched would know when the thief was coming and his house would not be broken up! People are looking for a leader to save them, other religions are looking for the opposite of Jesus. Many just want to do what they want  to eat drink be Merry! Finish that verse! We are in a web or matrix from birth and really to believe Gods word flies in the face of everything this world tellls us! Have pride in yourself versus humble yourself realize your play dough nothing more except the precious spirit of God dwells in you born again from above! I am at the point where I am totally convinced of the truth of Gods word and totally convinced most have not been instructed on the whole gospel! Teaching others to obey all I have commanded you has been translated to give a soothing sermon that will not scare anyone away! How can anyone understand grace without an understanding of our absolute inability to measure up to Gods rightousness through laws! But also how can they not get the new law is one of following out of the loving realization of just what fate we have been offered salvation from. People do nof want to watch because it takes their focus off the world! That's exactly why we are to watch! They do not like to study the bible they prefers the pastor tell them what's in it. Or to read a book someone wrote of their take on it. God said of no man do you need taught I will give you an unction of truth the Holy Spirit! God even said in Romans people will love the lie over the truth prefer it and be given a strong delusion to parish believing the lie! The bible was written to believers not the aethiests! The lie is that the vanity and course of the world is real you either believe Gods word or the worlds lies! If they were to pick up the bible they may be convicted what those watching are saying is true! It would fundamentally negate any accomplishment they thought they achieved in life and basically require then to humble themselves and while in the world actively not be of it in following its course vanity and wisdom! I am at the point where I see July 20th may be a seven day warning to July 26-27th! I also see that no one almost I know wants to see the current affairs cannot be turned around by the work of our hands! What's different from before? We are the last generation Gods word says so! But you would have had to be called repented baptized and studied the word while watching to see where we are and the web of the matrix! I am in anguish that I have warned how I could to who I could and really to believe me would be to refute what the whole entire rest of the world including most churches were telling them! And since I cannot get them to read for themselves and compare the word to events they go on like in Noah's day eating drinking marrying etc! Again the bible is being fulfilled and I stand in horror and watch praying to be on the Ark!