John,

Wow, I'm very sorry for you.

Will be praying for your recovery!

Does your job allow you to work from home, at least when you've sufficiently recovered to where you can do that?

Are you an IT specialist, communications specialist, or a software engineer?

With your unique ability to see mathematical patterns, where the rest of us cannot, I would have guessed that you may have been drawn to that in career, also.

Like network specialists, viewing live patterns of inter-nodal connections, resend requests, overloaded sub-networks, etc., leading to design enhancements.

Someone with abilities like yours, after viewing traffic patterns in one of the regional cities, redesigned the software controlling the stoplights.

Unlike so many of the other cities, this person tremendously improved traffic flow, also mitigating bottlenecks.

e.g. actually being able to now make a left, across three lanes, mid-block, on the busiest street in the city, during rush hour.

That didn't come about by guesswork, that person apparently could visualize the traffic patterns resulting from multiple permutations of the algorithms.

When I think of that, I think of you.
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Thanks, Gino!
Brother, I was trained in Electrical Engineering. I also did an MSc in IT and Control in Manchester, UK. I can deal with basic tertiary math. But more important is the leading of the Holy Spirit.
John