Hello Rene and Doves

Back in 2009 God gave me a scripture stating that He declares the END from the BEGINNING in Isaiah 46:8-13 KJV
I knew that I must start my search for the End by returning to the Beginning.
I did all my calculations concerning the events of the beginning of man and when the flood came, the generations of Shem, Ham, and Japheth, right through the Tower of Babel, and Abraham.
Calculated those years, then began again with Esau and Jacob. The twelve tribes, and the Exodus. The coming of Our Lord, the church period, and Revelation.
The year I had calculated was 2017. I didn't trust that year, because in 2010 I felt sure the Rapture was to happen and that 2017 was the end of Tribulation, concluding the 6000 years for man's rule on earth, and the beginning of the 7000th year reign of our Lord.

My first and only grandson was born on April 8, 2009.
I had a vision of him at age 4, which just this past April 8, 20013 was his 4th birthday. I have seen that vision come to pass; yet then I just could not imagine
the Rapture [not] to have taken place.
Shortly after I had had the vision of him being the age of 4, I had another vision of a BLACK balloon floating half up the wall in the same spot I had seen my grandson at age 4.
It was not a good feeling, or sign for me. I thought something bad was going to happen.
Shortly after the vision of the Black balloon, I saw again my grandson at age 7 years old.
Early this year on April 1, 2013 I have moved 2 hours away from my daughter and grandson, and my [daughter] informed me, after my move that she was filing for  divorce.
I believe THIS is the Black balloon I saw.
Now that I know I had seen my grandson at age 7 in that vision, he will be 7 in 2017 on April 8. I feel strongly that I will [not] have gone in the Rapture before that date. Although I watch daily for the Lord to come.

Another conformation vision happened about a week ago.
I saw a man about the age of 35 standing in the hallway of [this] house I have just moved into. He was wearing dress slacks, a white dress shirt, and tie. His hair was cut short and styled. His hair color was blonde.

He was looking cautiously and carefully around the corner to see who he had heard, as though he didn't want to be seen or have it known that he was there.
I thought it strange at first, but then thought that perhaps I know longer lived here at the time of this vision, and that he had seen the house un-occupied, and moved in during the tribulation period. This would cause the uneasy demeanor of the man. 

All this to say, that only some are spiritually moved to WATCH.
Many professed Christians are sleeping on their post.
The unwise virgins.

The cares of life overcome many and they loose sight of the blessed Hope.
When asked, they will reply that they know that Jesus is going to come back, but they; in their hearts don't worry about it. They believe that they are saved and when ever it happens, they believe they will go.
I watch, because I too LOVE His Appearing and wait anxiously.

But let us not judge or think we to be any higher than they.

A new convert is a babe, and would not know that he or she is to watch.
I believe the watching is more for the signs of His coming rather than his actual appearing. Because we know that [when] we see [all these things begin to come to pass, we look up, because our redemption draws neigh.]

God Bless You
KML