I have a confession to make. I was entirely lost in this world and always felt something not right. I got schooled in religion but it drove me away from faith.

I tried to party with the world do it myself and ended up desperate to come to God but not knowing how.

I was given a bible told to read John confessed my belief to a pastor got full immersion baptism prayed to Jesus for a very specific sign and put my life decision in His hands.

He answered me the very next day I tasted The Lord He is good. I have been fearfully trembling working out my salvation trying to abide in Him since.

I recognize everything is from Him and that I was called out of corporate church because something was not right. I now know it was the appearance of Godliness the actions the motions but not the spirit.

I had tasted religion, the world, and the Spirit a church that had works and a name but divested of Israel, had a sermon where The pastor wondered if God always chose life, activities but the command was teach them to obey all I taught you was and is missing. Worship by the spirit was missing.

So I confess I am watching being given insight day by day but really was hoping to go home. But we I think are according to several passages not going until the Day of The Lord.

It's a day I wish on no one to be here for so I chirp the signs and I want to go home. I just am not wanting anyone I can reach to miss the boat. So if we are waiting for one more I will try to seek patience. But I will not seek slumber but extra oil.

Jesus is coming at the say of The Lord the sixth seal I have compared the verses in mathew acts revelstions eziekial and I invite all to do likewise and test the spirits. I think because of that passage burning weapons seven years after Gog maybe there is a seven year period I think as Gog occurs we go.

I am just trying to understand and the only way the rapture could be imminent is the first five seals may already be open and progressing.

The Hosea prophecy we are seeing birds fish animals and with Japan people languishing. No one seems to be seeking rapture and trying to warn except those watching and seeing:

I think that's why we were commanded to.

So I chirp and tremble and hope a few jump in the boat. I pray Jesus holds me as I reach out my hand I am so weak but please seek Him now.