I messed up last night and lashed out at God.  I have been praying for a Financial Blessing (Miracle) in my life right now because my Husband can't find a job and I   for the FIRST TIME in 20 years, can't pay all my bills this month.  I have been praying for over 5 months and others have too.  So,  last night I lost it, and YELLED at God for letting me down when I am so devoted to him.  

 

He gave me a very disturbing dream last night putting me in the middle of the street and all the big trees starting falling down around me.    VERY DISTURBING

 

I looked up this morning on both Spiritual and Regular Dream Dictionaries and this is what it said about Falling Trees

 

To see a falling tree in your dream means that you are feeling off balance and out of sync.

 Perhaps, you are off track and headed in the wrong direction

 

 

I for the first time  I actually GOT HOLLARD AT BY GOD!!!   WOW!!  What a wake up call.  I guess I do belong to God's Family after all since God was GRACIOUS enough to YELL BACK at me?  I deserved it, and this morning I asked God for his Forgiveness and to give me the Strength and Faith that I need to get though these tough times. 

 

I just wanted to share with you all that when we feel like God has Abandoned us,  he really hasn't. 

He is here and he knows what we all are going through, so I will be obedient to him and continue to pray and serve him.      

 

                                                                                             YSIC  Jennie