I was in a funk this morning my son singing the song drummed into him on the tv show last night! I told him have a good day and think of Jesus today talk to Him if you can! Dad I can't I have to pay attention to math and reading the teacher will yell at me! My wife comes out and says what's up! My son says dad told me to talk to Jesus in school! Just pay attention son says mom! Dad says love you son and walks out into the dark cold day! He gets what the world is saying pay attention to me! He gets if he does what I say he can't! My wide feels not getting in trouble in school is the more needful thing! I think if he listens and thinks on Jesus he will not and that's the more needful thing! I try and do the same! It's all coming to Nil! The world just wants to keep singing its song like its not! I know it is I cannot stand the noise and lest silence any more. But there is no refuge except capture all thoughts to Jesus! Do not pay attention to the world. It is nil or coming to zero soon!

If we try and save our life here we lose it if we die to our life here we save it to life eternal! Makes no sense to the world it keeps making more sense to me the more I think on Jesus!