I was born premature 10% chance to live srperated in an incubator for months. Maybe that was why I never felt reality the Truman show we live was quite right! I cried out in front of my school at nine after being picked on by the football bullies in front of a statue of "Mary" if this was your house God why was everyone so mean? I was pushed away from God confessing to men still feeling guilt for sin. The world was my escape drinking fraternity college wrong relationship bars I cried out to God one day he directed me to His word! I read John 3.16 and said I believed and would do it Hos way! I was baptized under water came out born again! A weight was gone yet many inequities remained!

I prayed to Jesus to show me who to be with He answered the next day! I knew he was here! I kept reading His word studying prophecy! The end times and revelation seemed like science fiction! So far fetched. Something far away! Then I read eziekial about the dry bones coming back to life! I read Daniel and the technology to and FTP knowledge thing said now to me!

I started watchimg Israel and now sixteen years later prophecy is coming to a head! I still fight my own flesh much more fear and trembling now! The more I studied the word the more I realized how the church was feeding everyone at most baby formula and keeping them on it.

The truth is that Jesus died for our done but it receiving His pardon we are bought for a high price to follow Him. The seeker church the abundant church the corporate culture have choked the fruit of the word and the organizations belong to things like the world council and are registered with the UN! A New Testament church in a house is zoned against!

The truth is a man is getting on a white horse soon to take peace from the Earth! That red horse will bring it to 1/4th of man. That the economy will collapse, food will be a days wages! Famine will breed disease there will be a great earthquake and this is just the beginning! Mystery Babylon and the daughter of Babylon will be no more!

In this backdrop I now get up and cringe because I have warned and have been scoffed at by most, they take pride in buildings, in the works of hands, in traditions, I hear people talking about summer!

They ignore the earthquakes, the storms, we have a country where absorption is the norm but God is kicked out of our schools our government our daily life. The bible is the most sold book how many have read most of it once? Read it daily? Believe every word? How many rely on pastors few words for truth? Do you know they are restricted by what they can say!

Well the truth that set me free is this entire reality is designed to distract us and keep us from the truth! The Truman show is our reality God said what you see as real is not and what you cannot see is real! That's to heavy for people to chew on with baby teeth!

The reason we are to live for Heavan is that this all is corrupted catalogs shop covet to you drop versus if you need something ask God get it go on! Makeup instead of godly beauty inside. Money instead of faith, buildings instead of worship in spirit. What building can hold a God that created everything where we are a footstool?

I could go on! The problem is its a lonely scary road that most do not want to follow! But it's the only route of possible escape! Narrow is the road few there be to find it!

I here happy sounds of what plans are for the future however bleak it looks! I always thought I was wrong I was right there is no future in the flesh its the spirit that profits! But I must abide until He comes! Your either watchimg and living for Jesus to come into life or living for this reality unto death! We all will die!

That's the truth it is all that will set you free! It's not the sugar doughnut from church it's the bitter pill you must take every day to live for Jesus not this flesh!