Guys I really am exhausted I am still here after 1/1/13! I have been watching for years warning for years trying to seperate myself and purge my own inequity through the spirit. I am facing another year of work in an economist that is dead, I have come out of a church that was destroyed by the purpose driven purge and entertaining pastors not warning that a denomination supports Palastine the foundations have fallen, the one world system is coming and I look around people are totally into just this world continuing! It's like I have been holding onto to rope in icy waters warning others to grab on and I am afraid I may lose my grip before the last guy grabs hold and perish! I have been attacked by my signature sin, my son dances around singing to tv I cannot say just stop when my wife has a say and does not see things as literally as I am.

I have no family left my parents are dead my fsmy was mostly RC I have no one except for Jesus and you all to reach out to and say please pray for my soul my inequity that I may hold on and be found watchimg and waiting and praying when he comes. Nothing really matters to me except being with Jesus and God I just read the bible every night and look and the world is totally what it says and well everyone is not exhausted because they are not going around trying to doer ate themselves from all the inequity from the world worrying about their eternity and how they will stand before Jesus trying to warn others as they warn themselves yet I am supposed to walk In the world each day and its getting to the point I cannot see it going on another year wanting to see my son grow up and be happy happy but the kool aid is now Jesus blood trying to cure me from a fatal infection and I am surrounded by sick people who desperately need a cure they are dying but they think their fine I know I will perish without the cure! I need your prayers a give you mine!

I saw the Russian subs they are coming out with with missles that can evade our defenses I know what's coming. The world hates me because I warn them their life here will profit nothing that the second Jesus comes its to late to stop focusing here! They keep seeing well this date passed and get more confident they are right focusing here as they see me wear out watchimg! I see the more that I am reading scripture right and they don't know how much they need to stop focusing here. Yet I need to work to eat till He comes and I was surrounded by sick people flu wise yesterday and because I am working with this world l am subject to it every day while I try to come our of it and go home wanting my family to be saved from the coming wrath yet they think I am just swirling in my head worrying trying to be right before Him beating myself up in the flesh by the spirit! But by studying scripture I see it is the narrow way and those focused on this world not crying out God lets them see it as reality. I have seen the matrix it is real I just am not able to convince those that have not read the bible that its not about being purpose driven here its about dying to self and here to live to Jesus later.

I am literally at the end of my rope with no where to go except up and I am still here waiting for the last guy to grab on feeling like I am losing my grip! Please help me hold on!