Hi Gino,

 

When reading your post it sounded laden with guilt.  If you asked for forgiveness, then let it go.  It's over and done with and by your schedule I think you're home now?  Any clinging onto guilt is by the hands of the evil one.  You've repented and you're forgiven, thank you Jesus.

Now you're home and you can be thankful for your life at home and all the blessings you have.  I thank God for godly men such as yourself.

Kari