Hi Kathy S.....You are too kind in saying I don't talk too much.  I feel I do, and I don't know whether it's a blessing or a curse, actually.

Once reason I speak so much of the darker things going on is that is the side that I learned the most in my youth.  Yet, there is a reason why God allows certain things.  Had I not had my past experiences, I wouldn't see what is clearly going on right in front of everyone's eyes.  People want to think of God and Heaven as all the nice and sweet things....angels, harps, a golden city, etc.  But there is a total picture to see that remains hidden unless one is either thrown into it or they blindly jump in as I did.  Each part of the "body of Christ" learns different things to share with all the others.  This is mine...

I finally got a computer in 2009, but up until that time it was only research through books.....and I don't think I've missed many. ! I could give you the name of probably 100 books that would clue you in to what's really going on in the world, but there isn't time....we are at the door!!  And if you have a desire to peek in where most people don't want to go, I'll give you some links to search.  Be sure you are well grounded in God's word first.  Study Ephesians 6:12-18 because there is a huge spiritual battle going on with it's climax coming upon this earth very soon.

What started me on this search was Genesis 6.  Who were the "giants in those days"?  Why were the grapes of Eschol so large (Num.13:23) that they had to be carried by two people?  Or why won't people be able to die even when they want to during the Tribulation of 3 1/2 years (Rev. 9:6).  God did not put those scriptures in His Book if He wanted us to ignore them.

If you're ready for them, here are fascinating things to google: (you can get subject matter by googling the book)

! Trans-Formation of America.....this is the name of a book by Cathy O'Brien who came out of the Monarch Mind Control program and lived to tell about it.

The Black Awakening......this is also the name of a book by Russ Dizdar, who is a pastor.  His mission is to awaken awareness of this dark side.

The Cosmic Conspiracy.....this, again, is the name of a book by Stan Deyo (who happens to be a genius, in my opinion).

Behold a Pale Horse....another book that is written by William Cooper.  It gives a lot of information about UFOs and such.  There is quite a bit of information about this when you google his book and check out the links.  Again, use of bible discernment is necessary.

I hope this helps you in your quest for information that not many people have the desire or the courage to study.  It's where the world is going very shortly.  In my opinion, it's best to prepare yourself as best you can.  Proverbs 22:3..."A! prudent man forseeth the evil and hideth himself:  but the simple! pass on and are punished."

God bless you, my "sister"

Arlene



PS  I'm not good at transferring links that open, but you can try this one...

http://www.thelivingmoon.com/41pegasus/02files/Cosmic_Conspiracy.html