Please pray for me that I Don’t lose my mind- I have been under horrific stress and strain with a narcissist alcoholic husband for almost 41 years. I have in this last year lost my mother whom I was caregiver for and my youngest brother whom I was caregiver while he had cancer - both at the same time.   I have tried in every Christian way I know to get along with this man to no avail - I still walk on eggshells daily not knowing if I‘m  going to answer a question to his acceptance or have a facial expression to his liking - I have recently been considering suicide to get away from his torment - please pray God open up a place for me and my dog to go in peace- and more than that pray I have the strength to leave this 73 yr old demon from hell - I have been manipulated and degregated and tormented for almost 41 years and have stayed because I felt sorry for him and I didn’t have the energy to leave while caretaking two terminal family members that he constantly berated - please pray for me.