Hi John and Doves,
It is the evening of Saturday December 19th. We have just been informed by our government (UK) that London and the South East of England are to go into Tier 4 - as from tomorrow....Sunday 20th December. Tier 4 means we will not be able to have Christmas with our families.
I cannot describe to you what a hammer blow this is. In fact - the full tragedy of it has yet to fully impact my heart as I am still numb with shock. The shock is due to the unbelievable horror this plandemic has wrought. The shock is due to the fact that the elite have taken control. The shock is due to the amount of money my youngest son has spent on hosting his first Christmas for the family. He has spent time, energy, love and money. The fact that this would have been in honour of us all not seeing each other in over a year, makes it even more painful. Yes- I realise that many are in refugee camps and there are others so much worse off. But, it's difficult to really feel the emotional pain until it involves you and the ones you love.
I am the Mother of 4 children. I know all about childbirth. The last contractions are SO painful that you think you are losing your mind. You almost have to divorce yourself from the situation in order to retain your sanity. I am not exaggerating. During one birth, I vividly remember almost foaming at the mouth (okay - slight exaggeration...lol) and yelling, "Get me the DRUUUUUUUGS". That 2nd part is true. This latest lock-down is emotionally akin to the last contractions of giving birth.
This time - it's too real. This time, it affects me and mine. These days we live in are the same as the final, and very painful contractions before giving birth. When you feel like you are losing your mind.