Hello Doves,

I am new to this site.  I happened upon it not too long ago and have been reading regularly ever since.  I need your prayers and Godly advice.  I am not a new believer, but have only seriously been understanding the Lord and walking with Him for about a year now.  I know His word as I was raised in a Christian Bible-based church and have studied it all my life.  I have been deeply moved by Messages from various people out there on the web who have the appearance of a fervant love for the Lord and who declare Jesus Christ as God in the flesh and as their Lord and Savior.  They say that Yeshua and Yahweh speak to them!  I have been so deeply moved that I had/have accepted that His Coming was extremely Imminent, and felt so awed and moved that the Lord led me to these blessed messages seemingly from Him warning us of what is to come.  I have seen Zachary Wilkinson, Alisha Peru aka BrideofChrist347, Rody Dominguez, Renee Moses, Stephen Denoon, Dr. Owuor, and Ed Amos on YouTube.  I have read Bon's entire blog which deeply moved me, and Mary Beth's blog "CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?" which also speaks to me.  I am very child-like with the Lord and wonder if at this point it has been to my great sadness. I have been in deep prayer and deep searching, have experienced a rollercoaster of emotions and a testing of my faith like never before.  Today I clicked on the link to Annie Nelson's vision.  This video basically has led me to now consider that nothing I have read or heard is true, it's all a "deluding" influence of which I need to repent, and now I feel more lost than ever.  My only constant is that God is God and is Sovereign and that Jesus saved me from sin and death.  My question is this:  If I am seeking the Lord, asking for His discernment, wisdom, knowledge, and guidance, trusting that I am His sheep and listen only to my Shepherd, then why so many contradictory messages concerning the end times?  I thought He wasn't the God of confusion?  How is Satan infiltrating all of this so easily?  Ms. Nelson portrays herself as the only one truly hearing from God and all others are false who need to repent.  She cried out to God for answers.  So did Rody Dominguez.  She has walked with the Lord for 30 years.  Rody has for 19 if I remember correctly.  Mr. Amos is very sincere and loving.  His messages seem very true.  These people declare Christ and speak forth His "messages" yet they are contradictory.  Is no one else seeng this?  I literally have been sobbing before the Lord in sadness, confusion, disappointment, and frustration...mainly because I just don't get it.  What is going on?  I'm afraid that come January I'll be so tired and weary I won't have the strength to go on.  But I must.  I have a husband and 2 children.  Please pray that the Lord will reveal His truth and give me His peace that passes all understanding and guard my heart and mind for His sake.  I just want to know Him for real, know His heart and truth, know that I'm not some foolish dupe falling for everything...yet we're supposed to be like children, yet not like children.  ???  So confusing.  Thank you for your time and prayers.

Your Sister in Christ,

Janie M.