http://www.fivedoves.com/letters/dec2012/danny1211.htm

 

I know you were looking for help but your letter was very confusing

So it is hard to tell which way is up

Abused people are attracted to each other, which makes things very difficult

And if you are writing emails to your wife it would indicate you are not together

So you do  need prayer, but you also need counseling and fellowship

Even though what you say gets mixed up or not said right

This would also be a curse on you that you need to reject or have removed

That is why I would again steer you to a deliverance ministry

There people who have shared this here before.