Diane your not jaded your sorely vexed like Lot in Sodom sitting at the gate a judge yet no one listens! The suffering of Christ abounds in us hopefully so does the consolation!

I have cried for over an hour this morning it's 9:11 am as I type this! It is hard to work. Last night I lost my favorite hat and went to look for it! I could not find it!

My wife called and asked me to pick up doughnuts I came into the room with them at 10:00pm tired I was listening to a pastor on YouTube who said something relevant about the peace treaty with Israel of course it was on my mind! I went to say something and she said be quiet!

It's all about sending out Christmas cards buying gifts shopping what's the point? It's all about justifying feeling good in this world not focusing on the fact God is coming back as a refining fire! Well she said be quiet and I went to say it was just about the peace treaty she said get out I don't want you in here!

I had watched my son all Saturday while she went out with a friend who is very social justice liberal I am not allowed to express my views but she can shut me up!

I saw that all of our friends " all despite professions of religion voted democratic lets say because oh they will do more to protect social security Whaat? Or more to protect our jobs Whaat? One a second amendment guy voted for the less of two evils I said oh R he said no O!

I did not vote! This is not political it's the fact that they are voting for a man to save them and their future here whoever and do not read the bible! It is the spirit that profits the flesh profits nothing!

They will not heed anything I have said to them and will stand in line proudly to get the RFID! They want to drag me down their path in this world and it's not like I can find another like minded Christian for support they are all planning Christmas plays etc!

Jesus is coming the church is not warning preaching that repentance and seperation leads to sanctification and holiness does not put warm bodies in the pews!

They say Jesus and boycott Israel and sign petitions in support of Palastine what about genesis 12:3? They are tax exempt and are not allowed to be political yet promote liberal social justice and call it works of faith and promote the abundant life here instead of picking up the cross and following Jesus example no sane believer on Christ would not be jaded!

I tell them the truth because I love them and don't want them to be left here the message of the bible is that there is no future in the flesh if we live for the flesh we die if we die to the flesh we live to life eternal! The last generation that sees Israel will see the entire bible come to pass as it is right now Isaiah 19, Isaiah 17, psalms 83 are right near!

Yet they scoff at us watching and warning those we love just seek to drag us back to their version of normal the wide path everyone follows!

Narrow is the path and few there be that find it! Jesus

Marvel not if the world hates you the world hates me because I convict them their works are evil!

By our obedience to watch and pray and hope for Jesus to come we convict them of their laziness to not watch and to focus on this life and those we love who we are trying to warn hate the Jesus in us as they say merry Christmas!

What if when they say peace and safety means Christmas a season a time not a peace treaty?

We tremble in fear because we know Jesus is coming to judge the world and warn as we seek to clense ourselves the world wants to just think everything is going on that they can live a long life here and go along and go to heavan!

They forget willfuy Noah and Lot! We are as jonah to Nineveh there is no where for us to flee from warning them and they will not repent! They are going about their day reinforcing each others beliefs!

The only Christian comforting going on is if you are going along with your denomination bring what the bible actually says into it and you are shunned!

I am so lonely here I have no mother or father yet I cling to the hope Jesus will not leave me here an orphan!

The early church had each other to comfort and support and hold up each other today's church shuns those watching and preaching spiritual seperation unto a holy God who is physically coming to judge the world and rescue those loving Him!

I ask you to pray I have enough oil to hold on my heart is truly crushed and broken today they don't understand they don't want to and I am clinging to the pavement trying not to let them drag me down with them!