i would like to start by thanking you all for your letters i have been reading for years  .i started smoking when i was about 14 i am now 51 i have never wanted to quit but like alot of others i have been struggling with the sin factor ,everyone has a opinion on if its a sin or not ,but not knowing is scary we tell ourselves were forgiven but yet do we really want to have a cigarette in hand when he comes .well 31 days ago i was taking my daughter to work we were running late i had smoked my last cigarette and didnt have time to get more before i took her to work  well when i dont have cigarettes im mean and i cry alot so i prayed i said lord if you dont want me to smoke then dont let me cry i know it sounds silly but that was really asking for a miracle .as you can tell from the title of my email he did deliver me and i havent smoked since just wanted all of you who read five doves who are struggling with this same thing to put it in gods hands of all the billions of people in the world he heard my prayer i feel so privleded there isnt a word for it and when  people notice and ask me if i quit and i say no god delivered me and they look at me like im crazy but my kids know im telling the truth would i like to smoke a cigarette? Yes but i wont i do miss it but i dont need it  i had absolutely no withdrawals  so just ask then just trust that means get rid of cigarettes dont save them for just in case he dont hear me throw them out, ask,trust
                                           Thank you. Patty.                                                                                                             P.s. excuse my typing errors im on my cell phone