It is a privilage to come to you again.

 Song "how many times have you heard me cry out..God please take this. How many times have you given me strength to just keep breathing. Oh I need you, God I need you know"
 
 So many times as we are standing in the dark trying to find Him. We can't take it any more. We can almost feel the enemy pounding on us from all sides. With tears running down your face..you can only get the word JESUS out. And it SHOOTS from the earth sailing through the starts. Yet there are thousands.. millions just like it sailing to heaven. As it reaches heaven it goes right to the Fathers thorn, straight to His ear. Then its as if He pauses and looks at the messenger.. the angel and says "GO" and the angel with a blazing speed of light shoots out of heaven. And some other angels see him and know YOU are in trouble and join him. Then you just fall.. as the tears run down your face you bury them in your hands for it was nothing more then a dream.. a wish a fading hope. Just then you hear this sound.. a rushing wind so strong WHOOSH all around you .. You think.. this can't be.. the angels..they really came!
 
 You open your eyes and see..... nothing. Yet you feel this peace this love this warmth..and there He is standing... just one with his arms open towards you. You cry even harder now. As He reaches down and wraps His hands around your face, you look at Him and cry "you came.. you really came for me". Your lord your saviour says "no..no my child for I never left you".
 
 We see allot of things going on. We see it looks as if the sky if falling and so many crying wolf but "Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid or tremble at them, for the LORD your God is the one who goes with you. He will not fail you or forsake you." Did not Jesus say to you "I will not leave you comfortless (orphans,desolate) I will come to you". "I will never leave you of forsake you".
 
 We forget we have a God, Adonai, Elohim, El Roi, El Shaddai, The Eternal One, in all of His creation how many.. how many can call Him FATHER "But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God". We see children in the streets yet we do not see THE GREAT THINGS OUR FATHER is doing. For we miss the doors opening for those wondering the streets for "What is the price of two sparrows--one copper coin? But not a single sparrow can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered." See "The LORD appeared to him from afar, saying, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; Therefore I have drawn you with loving-kindness." Again every breath you take.. this is your Father letting you know how much He loves you.
 
 We will always have trials and tribulations "I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world." We tend to think our problems are all because of us yet this is not so. So many of them are the enemy trying to hard to put out your light for "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden." and "In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven."
 
 To you that some how know God has not heard you or see you "What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray? And if he finds it, truly, I say to you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine that never went astray." Does He even see me you ask? "For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their prayer. But the face of the Lord is against those who do evil" He said "Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known." Remember your Father "The Lord is far from the wicked, but he hears the prayer of the righteous" As you try to pray "Before they call I will answer; while they are yet speaking I will hear" You are righteous. This is how the Father always sees you because you believe in Jesus.
 
 So let us "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!" For He is doing GREAT THINGS in this world. Take our eyes off us...off what we see and here and feel and know "What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us"
 
 He is feeding the hungry. He is watching over your child. He is finding you a new job, house...no you are not alone.

I again praise my Father in Heaven and thank Him for letting me post this here and Thank you John.