Anthony T (4 Apr 2021)
"I found your site years ago"


 
I enjoy reading from time to time. 

We are extremely close. 

In my opinion we’re the mystery, Babylon the great. We could have been healed but to me the blatant and obvious election meddling, system wide, sealed our fate. It’s time to be judged. 

My bet is a somewhere around the middle of May, this instant, not sure, we know it could be any moment with no pre requisites, but those have almost all been met anyway. 

While I’m at it I’ll tell you how I came to have unshakable faith in Christ, the Son of God, Who Is God! 

I was about 18 and a literal spiked hair baggy pants punk rocker, I was respectful but was steeped in sin, enjoyed it. My friends were all at work, my life was mostly a social adventure, I was waiting for them to finish work, I had spent the night at a friends house and was just killing time walking around the neighborhood, it was a sunny warm day, no clouds really, just blue sky. This was many hours of walking, I found myself just looking at the ground as I walked and thinking about why I existed, and why anything exists, I thought about mud wasps, the black and yellow ones with the thin waist. I though about what purpose they served, an endless cycle, unchanged as far back as we can see them. I wondered if I served even less of a purpose, at least it moves mid around and catches spiders for its young. Then I started thinking about God, Judie Christian, New Testament, Torah, God. After thinking for a long time I asked God if there was a reason for me to be at all? At that moment I threw my hands up in exasperation, as I couldn’t think of a reason for me to be. While throwing my hands up I noticed in the sky, in the exact direction I was facing was thin high cloud. The cloud looked exactly like the face of Christ on the shroud of Turin, exactly, absolutely exactly like Rembrandt had painted it, it was not interpretative. 

I was filled with amazement, I could feel it, like I’d discovered something incredible. I only realized later that was the Holy Spirit. 

Now of course I wrestle with sin, I work and sometimes am high in the air on a ladder or building, sometimes it’s terrifying, I reflect on the fact that I can sin in some way or some way thinking and not be terrified of God, yet the fear of falling can be physically terrifying. I guess the ground is a mindless judge, lol. I look forward to being granted if I’m lucky, and I think I’m really astronomically lucky to have Jesus, my glorified body that won’t know sin. Isn’t it amazing, the believer will exist for all time, never be bored or lonely, or sad to the point of crying, or afraid, and we’ll know Christ like He knows us. 

I love telling people about my experience and my faith, I know I don’t do that enough, but I would imagine everyone who’s supposed to hear it will hear it.

God bless you, and perhaps we will see each other face to face sometime soon. 

A friend in Christ Jesus 
Anthony A Taves 
Kansas