Dear Cinda, I do understand how you feel as I love dogs too. I prayed for your little dog but if the Lord chooses not to heal him I asked the Lord to take Spencer to heaven to be with my beloved dog Jessie. I had asked the Lord if it would be possible if I could meet up with Jessie again in heaven and I pray that Jessie will be a friend to Spencer. This might sound silly to some people but being a dog lover yourself, you will understand.
with love

Jane A.