Nicole,I just want to acknowledge you and thank you for your diligence and I especially appreciate your dream here:Isn't it amazing the way the lukewarm do attack the bride rather than reprove the worldly ones? What's up with that?When I was younger the "obstacle course" seemed very hard and lonely and as though the reward for it was far off but I went for it anyway and now I am so grateful that I didn't faint and I can feel the reward is near. I have often felt Jesus' anticipation of joy over me lately like an eager parent waiting to see the reaction of his child upon opening that special present at Christmas, (like on "A Christmas Story" when Ralphie opens the BB gun and the Dad is so happy) I know He is as excited as we are for what is coming! I can just feel it getting lighter as the world gets darker. Don't know how else to explain it.