Julia
(3 Sep 2011)
"Preparations and a
sense of peace"
Thank you, Frank and Candace, for your
responses to my dream. It means a lot to me. I'm
unsure if years were being indicated, but I do know it meant
famine.
I meant to post this a couple of weeks ago when it happened, but
got sidetracked. For about a year now, my husband and I
have been twisted up inside getting our stockpile in order.
Worrying about worst case scenarios, buying food and storing
water, etc. Even a couple of guns for hunting or, worst
case, self-defense from roving mobs. Who knows!? We were
losing a lot of sleep and just a bundle of nerves. Obsessing
over world news and current events, everything you can think of.
One night a couple of weeks ago, I was brushing my teeth and
worrying, as usual. A million things I felt we still needed to
do were running through my head. My stomach was tight, and I was
not looking forward to another sleepless night. Then
suddenly in the midst of the buzzing in my head, a warm wave of
peace and relaxation washed over me. I stopped brushing for a
second and realized, that God was telling me to "stop". Stop
worrying. I feel he was telling me that I'm all done preparing
physically and now it was time to prepare spiritually. So that
is what I am doing now. And, wonderfully, all the sense of worry
and stress has stopped after a year. And I thank our beloved
Father for this gift! I also would like to share the good
news that my husband got baptized 2 weeks ago. :)
All praise and glory to our Father. May He return soon!
LYSIC,
Julia